Entry tags:
- !event,
- *npc: cyrus,
- arcane: silco,
- arcane: vander,
- black butler: sebastian michaelis,
- ennead: set,
- expanse (the): amos burton,
- final fantasy xiv: cid garlond,
- final fantasy xiv: emet-selch,
- final fantasy xiv: hythlodaeus,
- genshin impact: kaeya alberich,
- granblue fantasy: eustace,
- mortal kombat 11: shang tsung,
- oc: liem talbott,
- orv: sooyoung han,
- persona 5 strikers: sophia,
- tiger & bunny: barnaby brooks jr.,
- until death do us part: mamoru hijikata
TDM + GAME OPENING đ
Who: Shard-Bearers, new and old
What: Seeds take root
Where: The Tree of Life, Highstorm, Springstar
When: October 14th and onwards
Warnings: Potential for (mild) body horror, death, dismemberment
Welcome to Kenos! As a reminder, all players are required to fill out an application, which are now open. This does include characters/players from Aion Teleos, so please donât forget to fill one out! Any character/player that does not submit an application will be swept from the communities and the Discord after applications close.
Activity Check is optional this month, but is highly recommend so Christy can check her fancy program so that you can earn Activity Reward Tokens! Activity will be able to be submitted shortly after applications close. You can find more about how we do AC here.
This log is Game Canon. Any characters who are not apped to the game will disappear. If Cyrus or Yima are asked, theyâll explain that this happens sometimes, since not every soul has a strong tether to Kenos and sometimes return to the Timestream. Theyâre fine and may even return to Kenos one day, but for now werenât able to make the full journey.
As a reminder, your character has a Shard somewhere on their body that encompasses their soul, so keep note of where you're sticking it on their person for reference! Additionally, they have a tattoo of their Aspect somewhere on their body. Please be mindful this Aspect will be assigned to you upon approval and whatever you choose for the TDM may be temporary (for new characters)!
For the Highstorm and Springstar prompts, both cities will be fully open and accessible to all characters once they are saved from their rather harrowing ordeal at the Tree of Life. For prompt ideas and any general information about the cities and what you can find there, please see the Navigation page and check out the locations!
New players are welcome to join our Discord Server if you haven't already!
When they emerge from their cocoon/the ground, characters may be wearing their normal clothes, or they might be nude. Up to you!
At some point in the days after leaving the Tree of Life, new Shard-Bearers will have a dream, even if they're usually not capable of sleeping. All new players should read this post, since this details how they'll learn about both factions and their goals and should help them make a decision in which Faction they'd be drawn to.
New characters will not have access to any canon abilities on the TDM.
Your character will be offered temporary housing either at the Heliopolis district or Yima's manor for the first few weeks after their arrival. They will also be given a stipend for basic supplies like clothing and personal effects, and food is served in the cantina (Heliopolis) and at regular meal times in the Dining Room (Yima's manor). Once they Harmonize, they will get personal permanent chambers and a fancy retainer in their Faction's city. Wow! đ
Characters may be Harmonized to their Faction (if that makes sense for the character, of course!) by the time of this log. This is more for IC reference, and just wait until application acceptance to do the OOC paperwork!
General reminder that your character won't have access to their powers until they have Harmonized.
CODING
What: Seeds take root
Where: The Tree of Life, Highstorm, Springstar
When: October 14th and onwards
Warnings: Potential for (mild) body horror, death, dismemberment
I. BEARING FRUIT (new characters only)
It starts out as a pleasant dream. Youâre in your favorite place, with your favorite people. Itâs a moment of idyllic comfort.
And then, it goes wrong.
The sky turns dark above, and as you look up, you see the black expanse of space spotted with faraway pinprick lights of stars. Yet, theyâre not stars. Youâre certain. Theyâre watching you. A billion eyes all looking down, and they spill forth as if sky itself was a dam holding back those dark waters. You reach back to the people youâre with, but theyâre frozen in place. Their eyes are black, reflecting only the expanse of dark eyes.
So you run, even though you know you wonât escape it. You glance back and see it not overtaking, but consuming. The landscape around you is being devoured, and you can see it cracking apart. The world itself is breaking, and it cracks under your feet. You fall, and the billion eyes chase after you until the darkness swallows you whole. Thereâs agony as if youâre being ripped apart, and then—
You cannot see. You cannot feel. You simply are. Yet even so, impossibly, a womanâs voice speaks gently.
Iâm sorry it couldnât be saved. But, come, itâs time to wake.
You wake with a start, cradled by soft, velvety plants, and sticky with a sap that smells faintly of honey and iron. You can see the veins of the leaves that hold you, lit warmly and gently by what looks like a crystal embedded above you. Yet, itâs odd, because that crystal calls to you. When you reach out to touch it, itâs warm. Familiar. Important. You donât know why, but you know you must hold onto this, because now it feels wrong for it to be suspended in these leaves. So, you pull it out.
The light starts to fade, but only in time to see as the leaves cradling you immediately start to soften and crumble, and with it comes a torrent of dirt. Soft, loamy soil starts to fill the space around you in the dark as youâre buried. Or, rather, you already were. You reach out through the dirt desperately, and your hands finds a root, so you pull while you clutch that precious crystal so close that it almost feels like it sinks into you (in your panic, you donât notice that it does). You reach out again, and this time, your hand hits open air and plenty of sturdy roots around to grab.
From a seed youâre born, and like a sprout, you make your way out of the ground.
And once youâve clawed your way out of the soft earth and the roots, nearby, you see the soil shift. Another hand comes up to grasp desperately for something, anything, just as you had been.
And then, it goes wrong.
The sky turns dark above, and as you look up, you see the black expanse of space spotted with faraway pinprick lights of stars. Yet, theyâre not stars. Youâre certain. Theyâre watching you. A billion eyes all looking down, and they spill forth as if sky itself was a dam holding back those dark waters. You reach back to the people youâre with, but theyâre frozen in place. Their eyes are black, reflecting only the expanse of dark eyes.
So you run, even though you know you wonât escape it. You glance back and see it not overtaking, but consuming. The landscape around you is being devoured, and you can see it cracking apart. The world itself is breaking, and it cracks under your feet. You fall, and the billion eyes chase after you until the darkness swallows you whole. Thereâs agony as if youâre being ripped apart, and then—
You cannot see. You cannot feel. You simply are. Yet even so, impossibly, a womanâs voice speaks gently.
Iâm sorry it couldnât be saved. But, come, itâs time to wake.
You wake with a start, cradled by soft, velvety plants, and sticky with a sap that smells faintly of honey and iron. You can see the veins of the leaves that hold you, lit warmly and gently by what looks like a crystal embedded above you. Yet, itâs odd, because that crystal calls to you. When you reach out to touch it, itâs warm. Familiar. Important. You donât know why, but you know you must hold onto this, because now it feels wrong for it to be suspended in these leaves. So, you pull it out.
The light starts to fade, but only in time to see as the leaves cradling you immediately start to soften and crumble, and with it comes a torrent of dirt. Soft, loamy soil starts to fill the space around you in the dark as youâre buried. Or, rather, you already were. You reach out through the dirt desperately, and your hands finds a root, so you pull while you clutch that precious crystal so close that it almost feels like it sinks into you (in your panic, you donât notice that it does). You reach out again, and this time, your hand hits open air and plenty of sturdy roots around to grab.
From a seed youâre born, and like a sprout, you make your way out of the ground.
And once youâve clawed your way out of the soft earth and the roots, nearby, you see the soil shift. Another hand comes up to grasp desperately for something, anything, just as you had been.
II. MORAL HAZARD
There are new Shard-Bearers at the Tree of Life, and Yima has asked that the earlier arrivals go to greet them and help them. These arenât people from Horos, after all, so theyâll have many, many questions. As Yima explains, the roots of the tree rise up to create caverns underneath, and itâs there youâll find the new Shard-Bearers. And indeed, with careful steps to not slip on the mossy roots, down you go. Perhaps Communion will help you find the new Shard-Bearers, but it might be a confusing process for them.
The roots all start to look the same, to the point that youâre sure that youâve already been through this passage. You turn around, and most of the people you had come here with are gone, if not all of them. Itâs confusing and unsettling, and strangest of all.. Youâre starting to feel ill, even if that wasnât something normally possible for you. But continuing forward, you do eventually find an unfamiliar face of a new Shard-Bearer. They look no better than you feel.
Before introductions, however, roots around you shift suddenly until youâre enclosed in a room together. From the roots, a face forms in the wall. It speaks in a creaking, uneven tone, as if it werenât used to speaking at all.
Give to take. A sacrifice. To live.
Characters can pick one of the following options, but the decision must be made unanimously. If one character takes a drastic action (such as murdering another), itâs counted as a failure for the group.
This can be done in groups of 2 to 4 players, and Loremasters recommend three if you can swing it! Itâs more fun when you get in philosophical debates, right? Regardless, when your group comes to a decision, please record it here. These donât have to be fully threaded out to be recorded, so the conclusion can be discussed OOC if you prefer. Actions can be submitted until October 21st, after which groups will be informed of what comes of their choiceâŠ
When a group receives the antidote, they'll be released from the tree's thrall... But will have a hard time waking up. It feels like something has grabbed onto their spine.
The roots all start to look the same, to the point that youâre sure that youâve already been through this passage. You turn around, and most of the people you had come here with are gone, if not all of them. Itâs confusing and unsettling, and strangest of all.. Youâre starting to feel ill, even if that wasnât something normally possible for you. But continuing forward, you do eventually find an unfamiliar face of a new Shard-Bearer. They look no better than you feel.
Before introductions, however, roots around you shift suddenly until youâre enclosed in a room together. From the roots, a face forms in the wall. It speaks in a creaking, uneven tone, as if it werenât used to speaking at all.
Give to take. A sacrifice. To live.
LET'S PLAY A GAME...
As the Dryad will explain, characters are now trapped in a room and have been poisoned by the spores that the lichens underfoot release. An antidote lays beyond the roots the dryad has curled around you, but to access it, you must make a sacrifice.Characters can pick one of the following options, but the decision must be made unanimously. If one character takes a drastic action (such as murdering another), itâs counted as a failure for the group.
- Each of you must offer up a personal/treasured memory. The memory will be shared in Communion with all characters assembled, and then will be destroyed. No character will retain the memory or memory of its Communion.
- Each of you must offer up something physical. A finger, a toe, an ear, itâs your choice. The dryad will offer a knife if this is chosen that will sever the body part of choice cleanly and immediately stop any bleeding.
- Offer up another. Kill one person in the room.
- Refusing is also a valid option. Characters will get more ill as they debate until they start to find it difficult to breathe, and theyâll die quickly after.
This can be done in groups of 2 to 4 players, and Loremasters recommend three if you can swing it! Itâs more fun when you get in philosophical debates, right? Regardless, when your group comes to a decision, please record it here. These donât have to be fully threaded out to be recorded, so the conclusion can be discussed OOC if you prefer. Actions can be submitted until October 21st, after which groups will be informed of what comes of their choiceâŠ
When a group receives the antidote, they'll be released from the tree's thrall... But will have a hard time waking up. It feels like something has grabbed onto their spine.
III. DREAMING OF HOME
You may wake with a start from your deliberations (or arguments) with a jolt of pain from the base of your spine as something is pulled away rapidly. A dark-haired man who looks to be in his thirties or so holds you carefully, but as soon as you start to regain your senses, he sets you back and holds up his hands.
Woah— Woah there, itâs fine! The tree was, uh, trying to take you back is all. Youâre fine now.
As long as youâre not going to attack him, he offers a friendly smile and a hand to shake.
Nameâs Cyrus. Sorry about the rude awakening. Letâs get your friend here unhooked too.
And indeed, glancing over, you can see the person you met in that room laying nearby, and it looks like a vine has snaked underneath them to exactly where something had just been pulled from you⊠Best not to think about it, maybe. Or if you've been unlucky enough to be one of the last people rescued, you might find vines and roots starting to grow into your skin. It's fine!
Cyrus will gladly introduce himself to everyone, and will further explain his position in Meridian and Springstar (see the NPC Page) and the goals of Meridian itself (see the Faction Page, save for the italicized section). But most importantly, heâll explain that he knows it sounds like something overly optimistic. Itâs fair to be skeptical. Heâll produce a small glass bead from a bag heâs carrying. It looks like the necklace he wears, though not lit up. Heâll explain that the force of Meridian is a gift and can be a tether to your home, if you let it. As his fingertips light up, the energy is infused into the bead, which heâll hand to you.
Taking the bead into your hands, youâll take a birdâs eye view of your home world as if your consciousness is split, since youâll still perceive standing in front of Cyrus at the tree. Rather than a vision, the view of your world is absolutely real, youâre certain. Itâs a glimpse at the world that you thought destroyed, and if you focus on a particular place or a particular person, youâll find the view shifting rapidly to it. No one you watch is aware of your presence, but simply continues about their daily life, whatever that is. But after about a minute, the view will fade as the light in the bead also fades.
Thatâs an iliachtida, a sunbeam, and when infused with Meridianâs light, allows someone Harmonized to it to check in on their world, he explains. It also acts as an anchor that tethers their soul to their world in the Timestream. With it, their world canât entirely disappear, so eventually, they can go home. Itâs a gift heâll allow anyone that wants it to keep it, but indeed, theyâll be unable to use it again without first Harmonizing to Meridian.
To help manage threadload for the Loremasters playing Cyrus, we ask that you only tag him with the character you are most likely to app. Similarly, new tag-ins will not be accepted after Monday, October 17th.
Woah— Woah there, itâs fine! The tree was, uh, trying to take you back is all. Youâre fine now.
As long as youâre not going to attack him, he offers a friendly smile and a hand to shake.
Nameâs Cyrus. Sorry about the rude awakening. Letâs get your friend here unhooked too.
And indeed, glancing over, you can see the person you met in that room laying nearby, and it looks like a vine has snaked underneath them to exactly where something had just been pulled from you⊠Best not to think about it, maybe. Or if you've been unlucky enough to be one of the last people rescued, you might find vines and roots starting to grow into your skin. It's fine!
CYRUS, THE TRIBUNE
Cyrus is the NPC heading up the Meridian Faction, and is available to thread with under this header. Cyrus has come to the Tree of Life to help rescue the Shard-Bearerâs from the Tree, so heâs not going to be inclined to explain too much right away, since heâs on a mission, but heâll stick around once everyone is successfully freed from Prompt 2 to speak with anyone that wants to. The following is just an OOC summary of information in case you do not need to thread with Cyrus:Cyrus will gladly introduce himself to everyone, and will further explain his position in Meridian and Springstar (see the NPC Page) and the goals of Meridian itself (see the Faction Page, save for the italicized section). But most importantly, heâll explain that he knows it sounds like something overly optimistic. Itâs fair to be skeptical. Heâll produce a small glass bead from a bag heâs carrying. It looks like the necklace he wears, though not lit up. Heâll explain that the force of Meridian is a gift and can be a tether to your home, if you let it. As his fingertips light up, the energy is infused into the bead, which heâll hand to you.
Taking the bead into your hands, youâll take a birdâs eye view of your home world as if your consciousness is split, since youâll still perceive standing in front of Cyrus at the tree. Rather than a vision, the view of your world is absolutely real, youâre certain. Itâs a glimpse at the world that you thought destroyed, and if you focus on a particular place or a particular person, youâll find the view shifting rapidly to it. No one you watch is aware of your presence, but simply continues about their daily life, whatever that is. But after about a minute, the view will fade as the light in the bead also fades.
Thatâs an iliachtida, a sunbeam, and when infused with Meridianâs light, allows someone Harmonized to it to check in on their world, he explains. It also acts as an anchor that tethers their soul to their world in the Timestream. With it, their world canât entirely disappear, so eventually, they can go home. Itâs a gift heâll allow anyone that wants it to keep it, but indeed, theyâll be unable to use it again without first Harmonizing to Meridian.
To help manage threadload for the Loremasters playing Cyrus, we ask that you only tag him with the character you are most likely to app. Similarly, new tag-ins will not be accepted after Monday, October 17th.
III. SPRINGSTAR, αÎčÏΜÎčÎżÏ ÎźÎ»ÎčÎżÏ
After your ordeals at the Tree of Life, perhaps youâre drawn to Springstar, the city of eternal sun and the seat of Meridian.
Itâs currently (and fittingly) Spring in Springstar, and the bustling city is coming back to life after finishing up winter. Itâs not as if the winters are especially harsh here, but youâll quickly get the sense that the people of Springstar are vivacious and happy to celebrate. Youâll find the Entertainment District to be the liveliest, whether itâs at a rowdy bar or a brothel, but no matter what, youâre welcome with open arms and without question.
Of course, if youâd just like to use the chance to explore the city alongside your fellow Shard-Bearers, thatâs fine too. Itâs easy to get lost in the crowds of Springstar and see all the city has to offer.
Itâs currently (and fittingly) Spring in Springstar, and the bustling city is coming back to life after finishing up winter. Itâs not as if the winters are especially harsh here, but youâll quickly get the sense that the people of Springstar are vivacious and happy to celebrate. Youâll find the Entertainment District to be the liveliest, whether itâs at a rowdy bar or a brothel, but no matter what, youâre welcome with open arms and without question.
Of course, if youâd just like to use the chance to explore the city alongside your fellow Shard-Bearers, thatâs fine too. Itâs easy to get lost in the crowds of Springstar and see all the city has to offer.
IV. HIGHSTORM, Đ»ŃĐœŃ-Đ±Đ»ĐžĐ·ĐœĐ”ŃŃ
Or maybe Highstorm, the city of twin moons and the seat of Zenith is more to your liking. Itâs certainly the quieter of the two cities and is a relaxing, meditative place if thatâs what you prefer. The chill in the air is constant, since itâs Autumn in Highstorm and the eternal night doesnât help keep things warm, exactly. Snow isnât out of the question at this time of the year, but itâs beautiful in the moonlight.
Because of the cooler weather than Highstorm is prone to, youâll find many of its delights inside rather than outside. Libraries and museums are popular in the more introspective city, though itâs easy enough to find something that might please you. For example, the indoor hot baths are popular at this time of the year too. Youâll find the people are kind, if cool-tempered, though if you mention the fact that youâre a Shard-Bearer or allied with Zenith, theyâre more likely to warm up.
Though much like Springstar, it may just be more interesting to explore the city with a fellow Shard-Bearer. And as a resident may warn you, itâs best to stay in the city. Wandering out into the marshes and forests isnât advised. Of course, if you do, just contact a Loremaster to find out why. ♥
Because of the cooler weather than Highstorm is prone to, youâll find many of its delights inside rather than outside. Libraries and museums are popular in the more introspective city, though itâs easy enough to find something that might please you. For example, the indoor hot baths are popular at this time of the year too. Youâll find the people are kind, if cool-tempered, though if you mention the fact that youâre a Shard-Bearer or allied with Zenith, theyâre more likely to warm up.
Though much like Springstar, it may just be more interesting to explore the city with a fellow Shard-Bearer. And as a resident may warn you, itâs best to stay in the city. Wandering out into the marshes and forests isnât advised. Of course, if you do, just contact a Loremaster to find out why. ♥
NOTES
set | ennead | undecided & unknown!
â A FLOWER OF SIN
â DELIBERATION
[ OOC | If you have any questions, lmk! You can reach me right through DMs on the game discord, or just @ me. I'm sorry he's so dramatic and miserable atm, he'll continue to be dramatic and miserable for the foreseeable future but with a little more spice and comedy once he makes His Choice of Faction. As always, please take a look at my permissions post, especially the content warnings, for a general look at what's up. ]
a flower of sin.
[ It is the greeting that he gives the cursing person. Massive white wings curl around him as he sits on the ground, absently licking at his fingertips. Archangel gives the man a brief smile before he holds his hand out to him, to help pull him up. ]
It seems like we both must continue to redeem ourselves for the sins that others have committed. [ Well, he intends to force redemption on the world itself, but there's no need to get into that just yet -- or perhaps, ever. ]
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( Pathetic, that he cannot relinquish the embers of his pride, though the Ennead had stripped even that from him. ) ]
That others committed? Speak for yourself. Let them squirm under their own evils, I don't care.
[ Bitterly, he won't even allow himself to clutch at that much -- the blame has been placed upon his head, a dark crown of damages wrought and sins committed. He just went mad, the other gods whispered behind their cupped palms, slaughtered his brother, what an envious god. Why does he even exist? ]
They keep putting barriers in my way, trying to force failure. Even this - it's just in my way.
[ does he mean archangel's offered hand??? he is glaring at it balefully.... ]
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[ He doesn't quite sneer at the expression that he sees beneath the red hair. But the soft smile he wore before fades to something a little more neutral. Already the gears turn in his head about how he can use the person before him because the two of them are alike in one thing.
There is but another barrier in front of them; there is yet another means to force failure but neither one of them are willing to give up. I will have my paradise. His hand remains outstretched. ]
So it is... but you can only ever do so much on your own. Even I know that much.
[ And he hates it. ]
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Highstorm antiqueing;
Why didn't he just swipe it then and say nothing? She's sure the shopkeeper wouldn't have missed an insignificant trinket like that. No one else was likely to buy it unless they have poor taste or a strange affinity for falcons. Or both.
Fortunately, she's been in Highstorm long enough to collect her stipend, and she'd been intent on spending it on her two favorite necessities: wine and cigarettes. Maybe a new spear, too. But now she has to use some of it just to stop this stranger's braying whines.
She sighs out loud before slapping some currency down in front of the vendor. The trinket is hardly expensive enough to be worth having an altercation over, and she's not in the mood to be party to any of it. ]
There. It's yours. You can pay me back once you've settled in. I don't need anything else beyond the same amount in coins.
[ Nor will she accept anything else, regardless of what he offered the vendor. The man is barely clothed and in bad enough shape as it is. ]
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He's never truly had to concern himself with such things as currency; a god's existence was currency itself, their might and boons what was utilized for others, not for themselves. Enrichment was obtained through worshippers, temples, tales - not coinage, or items with physical value.
Aka he doesn't know how to #money.So, for the dour-faced woman to intervene on his behalf, well... she's preventing a long, drawn out struggle to determine the value of the item he wants. Also, preventing him from getting potentially getting ripped off.He palms the little trinket, carefully. It is old, fragile. Millennia beyond that which he had thus far known, yet doubtlessly familiar -- the humans were making effigies of that bird-brained Horus already, then! ]
Hey!
[ ... that's anything but the sound of a grateful man, wtf ]
Is that the only thing that is of value in this place? Coins?
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However, not so bad that she can't occasionally help someone out in need, especially if they're currently standing in her way, blocking her path. If only he could just take his wares and walk away satisfied instead of asking her such a stupid question. ]
For trinkets, food, shelter, weapons, and everything else you need to survive, yes. The merchants here also rely on the coins from sale to feed themselves and their families. There's nothing else you could have given him that would have benefitted his livelihood, short of physical labor.
[ But this man looks like he'd snap in two lifting a heavy crate. The merchant wouldn't have gotten much use out of him. ]
If you're desperate for your own stipend, search for Yima's manor.
[ It's why she's not walking around the market broke and desperate herself, not that she wouldn't have just swiped food if she needed it, but she's trying to maintain some principles of the Church of Mondstadt. No need to go back to being a thief if there's a better path she can take, so she doesn't denigrate the memories of the fallen who had once helped her turn a new leaf. ]
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greenwood yards
At the centre of his chest, the eight-pointed shape of his shard gleams dully.]
I don't know yet.
[Pale, blue-on-black eyes regard the other man, lingering over the remaining signs of his injuries.]
The longer I am here, the less the choice seems to be about sense, and the more it seems to hinge on desire.
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You gotta' live a little, Liem.What coinage he'd had thrust upon him upon claiming an unannounced victory or two in Springstar had gone to the baths here. They'd taken him for all he was worth, but given him enough drink to kill an elephant at his request - really, who needs coin? ( He would, come to find out; he'd also be abysmal at attending it. Someone please help. ) Reaching for his own cup of heady tea, he tips it into his awaiting fingers and draws it to his mouth. Like a lush, with no sense of propriety, he drinks until it spills over him.
From the front, his own shard is unable to be seen. There's no doubt it exists, though - not by the way he hums. ]
Desire. How do you even control desire? I'm no good at that.
[ This is the worst of all options, for him. ]
I could get what I want from either side. The whole of it, or the only thing that matters. What about you? What's the scale of things you're willing to desire?
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He also knows from the question he's posed that whatever indecision is making this man's choice harder, his own struggle will be completely alien to him. The entire premise of the question is wrong; what does he desire? As though he's ever let himself make any important decision based on what he wants. That's what makes the prospect of doing so now, when the stakes are higher than they've ever been, so unbearably frustrating.]
I've never considered it, [he lies.
Of course he's considered it. But what does he desire except things he can't have? There isn't any merit in mulling over fantasies he's either unable or unwilling to pursue.]
But it seems a poor thing to pin the fate of worlds on. I suppose what I want is to do the right thing, but I don't know what that is.
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highstorm - greenwood yards
No, he was here because he was smoking, and it's a small bit of resistance that led him to smoke in the pretty garden, where some of the more pretentious types walked about.
Silco liked to think that he was slowly eroding this realm on his own, by simply existing, smoking, and being a blight on it all.
The sound of someone confused drew his attention, and Silco's head turned, and he looked down at the -- naked? What was wrong with him? -- person in the gardens, who was asking about their decisions? Odd. Silco had never thought of it that way. ]
Honestly, it wasn't a hard decision at all. [ A hand in his pocket, the other held a cigar, he looked down at him with a mismatched, half-glowing gaze. ] The Zenith was what I would have chosen in any number of realities.
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Dipped low in the waters, Set bubbles his way through the offer of perspective from the other man in the surrounding greenery. His brows knit, heavy and red, as he contemplates what is being spoken of. To some, it must not have been a hard decision at all -- the issue for him, is that both options will get him what he desires. It is more a matter of what he can control, what fate he can deny and crow about in the dark parts of his soul. A selfless god would choose Meridian. He was not a selfless anything, really -- barking mad, cruel... not that. Not remotely, as he contemplates allowing his world to slip away without a fight, just for the sake of plucking one soul from the ashes to keep with him.
Forever.
He twists around, to rest his forearms on the bath's edge, pooling his chin upon them. There is a man in the garden, and he's smoking. Destructive and disorderly. There's no sense that Set will admonish him; in fact, his mouth curls into a knowing smirk and he tips his hand over, beckoning to Silco with two of his fingers. Come here, the gesture says, closer. ]
Why so? I'm no judge, I'm only looking -- to puzzle through my own choice.
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Why?
[ He asked, with a soft snort. Why wouldn't he? Certainly, there was an argument to be made, for Meridian. With Zaun possible to re-find, Silco would like to think that it could be re-born, but... ]
I do not doubt that my world is destroyed. This is the Second place I have arrived, in which it is gone. If I am to recreate it, would it have the same... spark that made me willing to give up everything for it? [ And given up he had. Silco's eye burned in the night, a pinprick of color to match the cherry of his cigar. ]
No, I think it would not be the same, if it were me to re-imagine it. My own rose-colored glasses would shave off the edges that make it real. It would -- could never be the same, with my influence, and no other world could dare to come close.
That this world would exist, while Zaun languishes, and vanishes? [ Another draw of his cigar, now. ] It is an insult.
[ A week ago, his tone would be fiery, angry, but it's still impassioned, but with one of the barbs of this world's existence removed... it is a slightly easier pill to swallow. ]
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Highstorm- Antiques
A city like Springstar suits him a lot better, but he's got his reason for being here.
And it's not to pay for random lumps of rocks for whoever happens to beg for them. He frowns at man, shoving hands into his pocket as he considers the offer. ]
What're you supposed to be able to offer if you don't have money?
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[ The fellow doth protest, sharply and pitched. A hint of sharp tooth flashes among his grinding teeth, hands cradled around the effigy. Possessive, as though he will truly put his heel into the belly of the nervous shopkeeper and rush away with it, than leave it behind. He does seem the type of sloppy deity that would become a rotten little thief, as he has NO way of knowing how such things as barter systems and economies work. There was no god of gold or riches, the way there was elsewhere! Things just -- happened.
Humans worried about those things, not gods.
He does pause, expression sour and impertinent as he looks Atsumu up and down. ]
Is coin truly the only thing of value here? What of knowledge, or strength of arm? What of --
[ eugh!!!!! ]
Service.
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What's why guys with sharp teeth having to go around showing them off all the time?
As for the questions, Atsumu snorts out a disbelieving laugh. ]
Pretty sure this guy here--
[ He gestures to the shushing shopkeeper. ]
--doesn't want anything like that. I know I sure don't.
[ What the hell is he going to do with some tidbit of knowledge or a guy who can apparently lift heavy things? He barely owns anything at all, much less something heavy that needs lugging around!
There's probably other more practical working applications for strength of arm that he can't think of, but he's never owned a business in his life, so he's kind of blanking on what that would be right now. ]
I'm guessin' you don't have any items worth trading either.
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1 - A flower of Sin
Emet-Selch has resigned to sitting in a mess of vines that roughly equal the shape of a chair as he waits for the next one. This unfamiliar person sits up and immediately has colorful words to share with the room at large.
He tiredly rolls his head in their direction. There is no attempt to move from his slouched place and see to the new arrival and their frantic commentary. Instead, he asks a question of his own. ]
Difficult time sleeping, I take it?
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Infuriating.
Steadily, he begins to scrub dirt from his arms, swiping at it with rough strokes of his bare palms; it's a process, especially because there is no place here to truly begin to strip himself clean. At the least, he exits the ground intact and fully dressed - although, to some, what he wears may still be, ah, risqué? Unclean, but clothed. And wrathful as anyone ought to be. ]
Oh, no. [ He drawls, bitingly: ] It was the best rest of my existence. Can't you tell? I sleep excellent while dreaming of my world's undoing.
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[ The response isn't entirely sarcasm to beget sarcasm. In fact, at least this one is shown to be present in both body and mind. Sometimes that's all he could ask for.
Emet-Selch approaches and offers a long black towel wrapped around a clear bottle of water. It's something to clean himself off with, should he choose to take it. ]
Here. This should make the process somewhat easier.
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PSYCHAGOGIA
'Gah! It's fine if I swallow it all; it just went the wrong pipe!' Is the excuse. 'Now, will someone take that idiot out of the ring? I could take him, but he's just so annoying!'
Broken nose, twisted wrist, a fracture in the left ribs, and on the big toe.
Mohawk didn't stand a chance. At least their survival instincts were intact.
Somewhat, anyway. No accounting for actual knowledge.] There's a limit to how much blood you can consume.
[Damp rag over his head, elbows on knees, in the backstage corner where he decided to 'rest his eyes,' Mamoru finally opens them.
(He doesn't need to, his shades aren't working after all. But an excuse is an excuse is an excuse.)] That's fine, though. I wouldn't expect a rookie like you to know.
[He still puts them on as he stands, tugging at the rag that falls on his shoulders as he does so, dropping it with a muted sound on the wood of the stands. Mohawk starts complaining, only to splutter on his own bloodstream before deciding to swallow his pride, spit the rest of the red, and tend to his irredeemably irreparable nose. Steadily, Mamoru walks through the complaints, the first aid kits, the stolen bandages, and the groans of both injured physically and monetarily.
He hears laughter in the ring. Even as he steps in, slowly, not waiting for the other party to tap out, he tilts his head, and listens. Ah, something just fell right next to his shoe. Wooden, by the sound of it. Long, how said sound lasts. Not sharp, which is a shame, but it's better than nothing.] Having fun?
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What he has been visiting upon the hissing crowd and their handful of favored champions has been humiliation and degredation, his laughter shrill and mocking as he's clawed and bitten and cheated his way through a handful of fights. He'd even flung someone who'd tried to snag him with a catch-pole into the stands and demanded they take him seriously -- and it was then that the mood truly began to sour. Someone decried something about his being a madman, another pair of souls uttering words of concern -- He's going to die in there, if they don't stop him? / Honey, I think that's what he wants.
And finally, another opponent enters the ring. They throw him more meat, more bone, more pain to use to rip away at his thoughts and give in to the violence, the chaos of breaking an arm over his knee and sneering into the screaming face of an opponent who was less a combatant and more of a cleaner. Unrestrained, unhinged. And beautiful, in his ferality. Red hair flows, blood heavy and tacky at the ends, sticking the length of it together as he wheels on his toes towards the new voice, the new aggressor he may set himself upon.
Who needs wild animals, when the originator of bloodsport is in the ring? ]
That depends. Are you capable of entertaining me?
[ His voice is a nasty little hiss, the echoes of discord and disorder reverberating.
He takes a single step forward, and falls upon Mamoru in a flash. ]
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heliopolis
Clad in a simple civilian's dress fitting for the warming spring weather of Springstar, Ciel is currently unharmonized to either power and carrying nothing more than a small shoulder bag where she keeps some coins. She finds her steps leading her towards the front of the Church of Helios all the same, a regular pace at first but picking up as she closes in. Whether someone reaches him before he really Leeroy Jenkins the most sacred building on the island, however...]
cw brief suicidal ideation + some gore
The Legionary guards are likely not going to stick to observing now, as the bleeding individual leverages them up and tries to urge them away, I have it, I promise, they try, before looking around. Cradling a hand pooling and dripping with their own blood, they see Ciel. Her quickening pace marks her as enough of an interloper in their eyes, and they plead softly: I just need to calm him, it's something about the area -- he's distressed.
Kind, kind hearted soul.
In a matter of moments, Set appears to lunge forward; the bleeding, cloaked acolyte sweeps their arms around his waist and meets him, clashes with his strength and holds fast to him. He reaches for their waist, grabbing handfuls of their clothing and begins to bodily haul them, up over his head, like he's about to snap their spine across his knee on a downswing. ] -- I said! Bring me, that fucking guy --!
[ yeah ciel this is going downhill fast im sorry ]
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But the speaking continues after that, and then come the questions, and Matsui finally opens his eyes - a piercing, icy blue - to look over at this rather chatty stranger. The expression on his face is a little difficult to read, though not intentionally so. For a moment, he seems to be considering the questions, or maybe considering the person who asked them.
Sooner rather than later, he'll push himself upright enough that his mouth is out of the water and he can speak, at least.]
I have not chosen yet. I dislike the notion - being pointed toward a choice, one or another, and so quickly... All matters of importance take time.
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Patience is not my strongest trait, I have been told.
[ No, that would be his stubbornness. ]
What do you value most, then? Maybe we can help one another.
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