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beleos ([personal profile] beleos) wrote in [community profile] kenoslogs2024-03-15 01:39 pm

THE ADVOCATE ORACLE - A RIP VAN WINKLE IN TIME


Sweet dreams are made of Bliss
As the twilight falls, and bearers begin to tuck in for their evenings on the night of the 15th of March (OOC time) and whether they tuck themselves into bed fully, or simply drift away in the middle of their dinner, work, indulgences, or what have you; bearers will fall into a deep, deep sleep. Perhaps you slump in your chair, or you wrap your arms around a teddy bear, or partner, or cup a precious shard in your sleep, it doesn’t matter, because as you drift away, into a sleep that seems to tug you under like the undertow itself, a question will echo in bearer’s minds: “If given the choice, would you show compassion in the face of adversity?”

It sticks with you, even as you fall into a dreamless sleep. As if it rotates in your mind, over and over, letting you worm over that. You know for certain what it is, that it is the calming, soothing voice of the Oracle, reaching out to you across the ether, telling you – promise you – that if you accept its promise, you will find that the Oracle could be in your hands. That thought leads you to dream of something else – of home, or your loved ones – of what you are fighting this war for. Even as you dream, you feel a presence next to you, and unlike the Harbinger’s winding, rough digging, this is more akin to a friend, who is asking you soft, coaxing questions. Things like: what was your childhood like? What were your friends like? What did you do? You cannot help but think of them, think of your home and your loved ones. Of where you came from, and how it made you what you are.

The advocate seeks to understand you, and where you come from. You can feel it, that overwhelming Acceptance and love from it, even as you reminisce, compelled to answer the multitude of questions, you can feel something building behind you, around you. “Don’t you want them all to understand this?” the impression is given through communion, and you cannot help but answer: yes.

Click your Heels together, Dorothy!
As you awake for the first time, it’s alien, the world that meets you. New smells fill your nostrils, new sights, the gravity is perhaps different than you’ve gotten used to on Kenos, even those slight shifts enough to make the world feel wholly different. You remember the advocate’s words, and it wants you to feel what it feels. Understanding. Compassion, and perhaps there is a sense that doing so would hurt yourself in turn, if you understood too much. That is the advocate’s way, after all, isn’t it?

You feel an inexorable, slight tug in your chest. Something subtle and gentle, the slightest of sensations, that gives you a direction. You know it, your mind only just now comprehending the advocate’s confusing impressions via communion, that there is something of this world’s… Soul/center/heart or whatever word you want to use for it. Something about this world that will help you along your path, and help you with the results you so desire. You know it will not guarantee a victory, but surely it will help. Especially as your numbers dwindle from world to world. You are left with an impression from the Advocate -- if you die, they cannot bring you back. There is apology in this, but alone, one oracle is limited. Only united, can they truly change your fate.

The lingering presence of the advocate starts to fade. You know this is a bearer’s world, if not your own. You look around, to see perhaps a familiar face nearby? Or perhaps you are alone. Does it matter? You know that this place belongs to a bearer, but whether they are a friend or an enemy, one has to begin to determine that. You’ll need your wits, you’ll need your strength and resolve to make it to the end of this, won’t you?

After all, as bearers were recently reminded: this is War. This is not simply the fate of this world, but perhaps all, as it will require you to find the answer to this question. So you start to move, you start to look around, explore, and search. For the soul of each world, for the bearers that lie dreaming within, and your foes that will seek you out. Stay steadfast, for the way out will come, if you make it to the end. The longer you spend in each world, however, the more the shadows look darker, and deeper. Hungrier. The more the spaces seem smaller or compressed. As if there is something gnawing away at the sides, making their way to the heart.

Around the world in 60 seconds 12 hours
When you find yourself at the end, when you close your eyes – only a blink, but it hangs, as if the momentary motion is enough to suspend you into a suspended space before. You can see the two options stretched out before you – metaphysically – the impression of it. A long, long shadow cast over one. As if there is a presence hovering over and above, like waiting jaws, ready to strike. In the other, there remains…nothing. It is not pleasant, it is not comforting, it simply… is. A sense that there is now a lack of anything, almost like it had never existed before.

Does this world have value? You can feel the Advocate ask. Do you want to give them a chance to live? Or does should this world cease, is there nothing here to save?

And though you are compelled, required to answer, you know this question for what it is. Short-sighted. Both, in the end, will lead to its destruction, but which will you choose? Will you allow the world to continue, even with that long shadow cast, like a hungry beast with snapping jaws; or will you erase it from existence and spare it that oncoming apocalypse?

Catch [???] Winks
The last world’s fate decided, bearers float in an endless sea of stars. You can see them all, spread before you. Intermittently, they wink out, swallowed into the darkness, consumed as the shadows, that inky-black nothingness grows ever-larger. It looks upon you, bearers. It is nothing, but you have its attention, and your blood runs cold, your limbs frozen. You cannot move, you cannot speak, you cannot breathe. You feel it, the power of being drawn into it, like it wants to consume you. Like it knows you.

T̸̢̼̯͓̬̘́̀̋̆͊h̷͔̣̱̝͍̬̣͕̄̂͗̆͒͌͜ͅẹ̶̱̩̅͒̿̇͠ ̵̭̹͇͖̔̀ṃ̸̢̧͙̟̼̜͌͆̍͝͝ͅo̴̟̞̓̆̇̐̆͊̽͆̂̀r̶͈̺̮̠͙̗͌ę̸̤̻̈́͐͂̓̊͐̂͆ ̵̡̛͎̩̳̤͔͚̱̼̆̒̓y̴̺̞̹̺̝̤͂ǫ̷̡̣̱̥͊̈́̓͑̕͘ű̵̼͜͜ ̶̨̨̝̟̘̱͇̲̻̪̊͂̽̈̒͊f̴̱̐͌̌̓̋̔́̀͝i̶͖̤͎̬̝̦͒̂g̸̳̰̟̀̓̽̈́̐h̸̼͍̮͎̊̅͗͊̈͋̽̀͘t̴͔͚́̓,̷̨̧̱̠̙̠̙̱̒̍̽̾ ̷̖̰̼̬̟͐̊̂t̶̖̄͂̅̃̍͐̊̑̅͜͝h̴̢̛͙̪̞̫̝̺̋̅̿͛̇̚͝͝ͅͅȩ̶͉̤͍̠́̈͑̏͋̚͘͝ ̸̢̨̧͚̖̤̪̬̪̀̉̐͗̂͆͑̚̕̚c̴̠̩̳͎̲̪͔̟̈́͂̉͑́l̶̡̲̻̣̘̏́ͅo̶̢̧͔͈̬̳̰͈̝̻͌̋̆̃͒͗̏͘ş̴̪̺̣̥̎̽̿͗̒́͛̕̚̚e̴̺͍̤͖͂̇͑͂̋͂̆̾r̴̨̩̈́͋͠ ̷̧͚̲̩̖̋͒̉́͗y̶̘̖̝̑̈͊ǒ̵͚̽u̵͎͍̇̀̏̊̕͝ŕ̷͎̜̘͙̀̋ ̶͇̲̝̞̖̝̣̘̝̬͋d̷͔͈͔̀̿õ̴̝̯͇̹̘̏͗͜ö̵͚͓͆m̵͉̦̫̥̦̞̫͐̆͐̿͊͒͌͋͜.̷̼͈̻̥̜̾̏͐̾̐͆͘͜

You gasp, as you startle awake, and open your eyes for the first time in a long time.

CODING
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[personal profile] damnpire 2024-03-22 07:35 pm (UTC)(link)
[It's now fixed! Not with the skeletal cat. And not that she would enjoy having to tag along with someone like D either. For as awful as the idea of a cat made of nothing but bones is, he finds it inwardly amusing it acts very cat-like still with her.]

You might be surprised. I wouldn't judge it too harshly just yet.

[He cannot say with certainty the tiny bag of bones won't pull out some kind of wild skills for them. Maybe it will be a food decoy...... He does not want this really, but it might be.]

Do you want to come with me?
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[personal profile] punkisntdead 2024-03-23 06:32 am (UTC)(link)
[You can’t tell Chloe not to judge harshly, man. That’s like, her whole thing. The cat does get spared a more scathing version of it though, simply by virtue of being one of the only things on the island she’s seen so far that seemingly does not want to eat her.

Well, not the only one. Her attention turns back to D at the question. He might be rocking the spooky goth look, but she’s at least kinda certain he’s less likely to eat her than all the monsters running around. Maybe. So she kind of gives the most nonchalant shrug she can muster.]


I mean, I guess. [Never mind the fact that she’d just been actively searching for company here… But if he’s gonna offer first, she’s gotta play it cool.] Me and Fluffy here aren’t exactly gonna get far on our own, so…

[Is she adopting the little freaky thing? Who can say.]
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[personal profile] damnpire 2024-03-25 08:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[If the cat also joins, he does not really mind. As gruff as Chloe had been with it, he is wondering if she will get attached... Will he have to suffer the disappointment of a human losing something it had grown fond of? Not for the first, or the last time.

He lifts his head to peer at her from below the hat.

In his defense, somewhere beneath the hat and tall collar, he is exquisitely beautiful, but perhaps the most beautiful things are the ones willing to feast like a monster. The beauty is unnatural, almost ugly in its perfection. His aesthetic and his demeanor hilariously do not match at all with how handsome his face has been made.

And, surprisingly, he seems like he may actually be younger than her by a few years. Strange. Physically, at least.]


I think you would do better than you think.

[Her attitude will get her sort of far, he believes... He turns away, assuming she will follow, not making any attempt to force her. He is an edgelord with a long, thin and curved sword on his back... Of course there is.]

My name is D.
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[personal profile] punkisntdead 2024-03-26 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
[Man. What is with the gothic pretty boys around here? He’s not even the first she’s run into, but she is a little surprised at just how youthful he seems when she finally gets a better look at that face of his. Definitely expected something older, with the way he’s been acting so far.

She can’t help but snort at the vote of confidence he gives her, though. Yeah, she’s stubborn as hell and that stubbornness as probably gotten her as far as she has in life… but whether that’s really a good thing is largely up for debate, especially in a place like this.]


Yeah, well I sure fucking hope so.

[She wastes no time in following after him, barely aware of the way the little skeleton cat watches them leave with a tilt of its head before scampering after them as well. Chloe eyes the sword—yeah, he’s really nailing the whole edgelord shebang—and tries to fall into step alongside him.]

So, Dee. That like, short for something, or…
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[personal profile] damnpire 2024-03-26 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
[Aside from offering his name, D seems like he is ready to walk in silence. He has that quiet, stoic sort of air about him. Though he does not seem irritated by her questioning.]

No. It's only D.

[WHAT'S HE SO MOROSE FOR? Dee is a lot better, and thankfully more people than Chloe call him this, too. The three of them--cat included--make a hilarious pair wading through the stone of this place overgrown with organic material... and blood? Aptly named.]

You are?

[As little as he talks, he is definitely nosy enough to ask questions.]
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[personal profile] punkisntdead 2024-03-27 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
[She’s already almost ready to regret having left the area near the docks as soon as this fleshy ground squelches beneath their feet. God, this place is so fucking gross. Why had she been so eager to get around this place again?

Unfortunately for D, conversation sounds like the perfect way to not have to focus on all the gross shit around them, so she’ll take what she can get.]


Chloe. And I am super not stoked about seeing any more worlds if they’re gonna end up like this.

[She can’t believe she’s craving something normal and boring already, but let’s just say the nasty flesh island kind of takes a toll on a girl’s sense of adventure.]
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[personal profile] damnpire 2024-03-27 03:36 pm (UTC)(link)
[Blood and flesh is bad enough, but when they also pulse and shift, it makes the whole ordeal so special. Annoyingly, none of this appears to bother D in the slightest, or perhaps he simply has a great resting bitch face.]

It isn't ideal, but it is still a world.

[This is not unusual for him to say. As a dhampir, he's a big proponent of... finding some sliver of kindness or rationality in things which are usually deemed disgusting, or frightening.

But now he is also a heavily Harmonized Meridian, so gently arguing about the existence of even the ugliest of worlds (this one) comes naturally to him.]


You wouldn't have met your bony friend if it wasn't here.
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[personal profile] punkisntdead 2024-04-02 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
[Said bony friend finally gets another glance from her, now that they’re on the move. And yep, it’s still following along at their heels.]

Wow, one whole thing that doesn’t suck about this place!

[She sounds Super Enthused about that fact, uh-huh. She might still be a baby Zenith, but she’s already seeing the merit in letting all the bad shit (like this place!) go in favor of something new. Maybe not for the ideal reasons, though she does have a more noble reason spurring her on too. Not that this place makes her feel like she’s gotta cling to that anyway.]

You seriously aren’t bothered by this place? [Which feels a little stupid to ask, considering how hard he’s leaned into the edgelord facade, but still.] Seems like its only purpose is to get people killed.
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[personal profile] damnpire 2024-04-05 07:46 pm (UTC)(link)
[She is so valid... A skelly cat is really one of the few great things about this hellscape actually. The way the earth pulses is as disgusting as the sight of the organic flesh among the bones.]

It's strange, but it doesn't bother me.

[Though he doesn't sound particular judgemental of Chloe's distaste for it? It's alright for humans to find things not to their likely. A lot of things are dangerous for them.]

If this is where you had began, it might not be so terrible to you. If we find the Shard of who this world belongs, it may make sense.

[Or it might not. Perhaps someone completely normal like Chloe had origins here.]
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[personal profile] punkisntdead 2024-04-07 09:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[Yeah, Chloe’s giving him the ol’ skeptical eyebrow raise. The only thing she can see coming from this island is more monstrosities, so color her uneager to stumble upon anyone who might’ve called this place home once upon a time.

She side-steps something that resembles a pretty gnarly tree branch, frowning.]


You’d think whoever came from this hell hole might get a look at any of the other worlds we’re popping in and out of and realize there’s waaaay better places to be.

[C’mon, nobody can have nostalgia for a place like this after setting foot anywhere else. Except maybe a horrible demon? This place totally belongs to a horrible demon, doesn’t it.]