[ He laughs when Matt points out his other domains, since it’s unexpected. People don’t usually get it, honestly. He also doesn’t bother explaining it, sure, but there never feels like a need to do so. So, he can’t disagree with the point.
He’s relaxed with Matt’s attentions, but as his hands start to move back, there’s just a little bit more tension that creeps in. It's subtle, but it’s not out of any concern so much as another confusing little aspect about Tezcatlipoca rearing its head. Being a god was playing a role, in many respects. So… ]
Hey now, I’m the one that’s supposed to be listening to you. You flippin’ the script on me? [ He’s not the one that gets embraced, and he feels not dissimilarly to how he had in the face of that much more urgent kiss. ] Sheesh… What a pain in the ass.
[ He complains about it, and yet, he does relax again in the almost-embrace. He sets his head on Matt’s shoulder and just closes his eyes for a moment. There’s the answer he wants to give—of course I think about it—but there’s the answer he has to give. It’s just so totally separate from a human understanding that he knows it isn’t fair to them. ]
Maybe it is. Maybe it isn’t. Dunno and wouldn’t want to. [ He raises his head from Matt’s shoulder, but it’s only so he can pull back enough to look at him seriously. ] …What a struggle amounts to just isn’t somethin’ I control.
[ Matt's a little bit guarded, on alert for changes in the wind, so the start of the question makes him pause. But then Tezcatlipoca lets his head tip to his shoulder, and Matt relaxes too. Chuckles softly.
He manages a few more passes with the soap before Tezcatlipoca pulls back again. This, too, gives Matt a bit of a pang, though a far less complicated one--just a wish for touch, for the soft satisfaction of feeling someone soothed, relaxed, in your arms. He meets Tezcatlipoca's sober gaze with a frowning, curious look of his own.
Then he nods, smiling faintly. ]
I see. We're supposed to make our own meaning. [ His tone carries the warmth of an inside joke, but like Tezcatlipoca, he's serious. His smile fades into thoughtfulness. ] Well, that works out. I made a promise to myself when I came here that I'd try to resist the lure of easy answers.
And besides, [ as his hands start to move again, ] it wouldn't really be fair to make gods do all the work. We mortals are supposed to meet you halfway.
[ Tezcatlipoca nods, and his expression stays serious too. His expression does start to soften not long after Matt’s turns thoughtful, but even more as he lands on something much more understanding than Tezcatlipoca necessarily expects. That gets the serious look to positively crumble. ]
I mean… You’re right. But, fuck, don’t expect people to actually just get it.
[ Matt is more spiritual than the average modern guy, sure, but still. He’s surprised that this doesn’t turn into more of an argument, and a frustrating one at that. The disconnect Matt points out really isn’t usually one people understand, especially if they’ve encountered Tezcatlipoca of all gods. Though, granted… Matt has met him at his most laid-back.
He sighs, then reaches up to place his hand on Matt’s head and ruffle his hair fondly… And maybe with a little bit of annoyance. He doesn’t know what to do with you, Matt. ]
Well. All that aside. [ He lowers his hand back to a relaxed position and leans comfortably against Matt again too ] Whoever’s bitin’ ya, just aim for center of mass. Even if your aim ain’t great, no one’s gonna love gettin’ shot there, blood drinker or otherwise.
[ Matt laughs, faint and surprised--for the hair ruffle, for Tezcatlipoca saying he gets it. Even though Matt just said he means to resist being lulled by easy answers, he can't help warming at the validation.
Better than validation, though--or maybe a different kind of validation--is the way Tezca relaxes against him. Into his arms. Matt hums approval, letting the soap slide gently down Tezcatlipoca's side. Rubbing it over the arch of his hip. At the advice, Matt chuckles, a breathy one that slides into a sigh. ]
Center mass. Gotcha. [ Again, he tries to picture Silco's reaction to being shot. He tries to envision surprise, but all his mind conjures for him is an angry sneer. After everything that's transpired between him and Silco, Matt realizes all he really wants is to shock him, just once.
Anyway. That's neither here nor there. Tezcatlipoca is here: warm, close. Offering what Matt interprets as the best caretaking he can. Matt leans in, smudging a kiss to Tezca's temple. ]
[ Tezcatlipoca sighs too, but it’s softer. If not for how close they are, it could be missed, since it’s a quiet one. It’s comfortable, since he’d meant it when he said he was a god that valued relaxation just as much as hard work. It’s just not often something he personally does. Really, there’s just not much meaning to the concept when you already reside in what’s supposed to be paradise.
It’s why he laughs at the kiss and he gives Matt’s shoulder a little bite in return. It’s nothing that would pierce the skin, and it’s more akin to a playful nip. It’s an expression of how embarrassingly indulgent this feels, though naturally that’s quite hard for Matt to pick up on… Tezcatlipoca is fickle by others’ standards, but it’s more a reflection of how alien gods could be. ]
You’re gonna rot my fuckin’ teeth out. [ (complimentary) ] Yeah. I’m gonna have to designate you as my official hairdresser at this rate.
[ He reaches down and grabs the bottle from beside where he’d set it by the tub and takes a swig, but it’s with as little movement possible to pull himself away as possible. And, with another laugh, he adds: ]
You wanna fuck after this?
[ he really does just say shit huh
Or. It’s said casually and he means it casually. This is all tender and near-romantic in a way that Tezcatlipoca reflexively recoils from, so he deflects it. It’s not dissimilar to the first time they’d ended up fooling around in Kowloon, since it’s a way for him to avoid sentiment. ]
[ The nip gets a giggle from him--surprised rather than hurt, amused at Tezca getting a mouthful of his shirt. Matt's readying some quip about being hairdresser to the gods, but Tezca gets his blunt proposition in first. There's a pause, processing; then an answering laugh. ]
Yes.
[ That's warm, fond. If the question was meant to shock Matt from his tender mode, it doesn't seem to have done that, but at least he doesn't pepper Tezcatlipoca with any more little kisses. (For now.) Instead, he takes down Tezcatlipoca's hair, slipping the tie around his wrist. And reaches for the conditioner he'd prepared with rose oil.
It's a pleasant little while that follows, in Matt's estimation. Meditative. He still wishes there were less blood in the water, but you know, in life there's usually that one little factor that's less than ideal. Instead, he focuses on the texture of Tezcatlipoca's hair as his fingers card through, the pleasure of repeating the gesture over and over. He works the conditioner in deliberately, starting at the ends and moving up, up. His fingertips rub small circles into Tezca's scalp, nails grazing here and there.
And, after a time: ]
Mmkay. [ Matt shifts forward, tipping his head towards Tezca's ear. ] You can rinse.
[ That easy, huh? He’s not surprised, exactly, since Matt has very much given him the impression that he’s just kind of down for whatever, but it still makes him laugh a little in return too. Matt’s a weird guy, but admittedly, Tezcatlipoca likes the weird ones.
It may not stop the tenderness, but Tezcatlipoca is at least more receptive to having his hair washed than kisses that feel a little too fond. He makes a pleased noise as Matt gets started, and another little sigh of satisfaction once his hands move up to his scalp. ]
Oh, yeah. You’re gettin’ that title.
[ So, it is indeed a pleasant little while for Tezcatlipoca too. He’s at least not the kind of person that won’t indulge in some relaxation. It’s just more that he doesn’t tend to seek it out. His idea of fun tends to be a little rowdier, as Matt has seen, so these quieter moments don’t come to him often.
He’s thinking about just what that title would even look like when Matt moves again, since it feels like it should be half serious and half a joke. But Matt’s voice in his ear practically banishes the thought. The proximity combined with everything else makes it feel intimate, so the sound of Matt’s voice is, well, hot. ]
First time I’ve heard those words as somethin’ flirty.
[ But he pulls away from Matt so he can move to do just that. He dips his head in the water and combs his fingers through, then lifts his head but keeps it close to the water to work out most of it with his hair still submerged. ]
You’re doin’ good on your magic reserves today, yeah? [ He laughs ] Don’t actually wanna suck you dry.
[ Matt grins for flirty, sitting back as Tezcatlipoca moves away. At the question, his expression flips into a grimace of surprise. ]
I've never had to think about it like that, [ he says, almost protesting. Which isn't strictly true, but it feels that way. Certainly, marathon spellcasting was a rare and ritual endeavor before he arrived here, one whose schedule was set by him. He didn't need to worry about getting caught at a low ebb. Matt shakes his head. ] I think I'm good, though. Haven't cast much today.
[ While Tezcatlipoca rinses out his hair, Matt reaches for his top button. As a matter of privacy, he favors long sleeves and high collars these days, and tends to button his shirts to the throat. It feels a bit constricting, but he doesn't have to keep that part up for long. Just until D's bite finishes healing. ]
I'm a little disappointed you've seen me naked before, actually, [ Matt muses, as he flicks open that first button. Then a second. ] It won't be much of a reveal.
[ The grimace makes him laugh, and he just shrugs as he continues to work the conditioner out of his hair. ]
Ain’t your fault, at least. Part of bein’ a Servant is just bein’ a sponge for magical energy, so that’s just the way it goes. [ A pause, and then: ] Well, unless I’m doin’ all the fuckin' I guess, but I wasn’t plannin’ on bein’ that selfish.
[ Like, Matt’s been pampering him? It feels like the least he can do to return the favor somewhat, even if it’s just sucking Matt's dick. He does also watch as Matt unbuttons his shirt with a smile that’s a little mischievous, and it turns into a full-on grin. ]
Hey now, this is a big improvement. You ain’t covered in dirt this time, so I can see what’s goin’ on better. [ He’s half teasing, but also… No, really, though. ] Ain’t like this was a particularly grand reveal for me, so we’re even.
[ Matt laughs, though still with a bit of a grimace, at covered in dirt. The sense memories of choking on earth, of clawing his way to the surface in a frantic, weirdly sticky flail of limbs, are all right there if he gives himself a moment to think about them. He's suddenly deeply grateful to be like, baseline clean, with the only residue on his person a pleasant hint of rose oil.
He smiles at Tezca as he flicks open buttons, letting his shirt slip from his shoulders. ]
I like getting fucked, [ he notes, warm and amused. ] If it's by the right person.
[ Not to put too fine a point on it, but most people can meet his standards with a bit of effort. Or with a sufficiently aesthetic lack of effort. ]
I like a lot of things, [ Matt adds, as he rises from the stool to undo his trousers. Pushes them down along with his underwear, revealing ungrandly: his Shard, the emerald lotus over his heart; the Hanuman tattoo curling around his right hip; chickeny calves and a surprisingly good butt; and, when he turns to fetch Tezcatlipoca a towel, the serious-looking tattoo over his left shoulder blade. Interlocking black and gray lines, severe letters in Aramaic, Latin, Greek. ]
[ Once the shirt slips from Matt’s shoulders, Tezcatlipoca hums appreciatively for the view, but his attention ends up getting drawn to the still-healing wound on his neck. That gets the lazy smile to drop, since he wouldn’t exactly question Matt having it if not for the conversation they’d had earlier. There’s a serious look on his face for a moment, but it dips into a laughing sigh as Tezcatlipoca raises his head from the water. ]
—Hope that’s an implication that I’m the right person, then. You might hurt my feelings if it’s the opposite.
[ …He’ll ask about it later, he decides. Maybe some pillowtalk would relax him some, he figures. Plus. When he’s actively stripping, that conversation would definitely ruin the casual vibe. So, he doubles down instead, since with a grin, he reaches out to give Matt’s surprisingly good butt as much of a smack as he can manage from his awkward position when he turns around. ]
[ The smack garners a small, sudden sound, almost a yip, and a little jump away. Matt whirls to face Tezca with an embarrassed grin. Yet again, one would be forgiven for wondering how he can be so DTF yet simultaneously so easily got. Wide-eyed, surprised by the touches he indulges in as often as possible. ]
It'd be rude to say if you weren't, [ he notes, still grinning. Matt takes inventory of the bathroom, deciding to leave the candles burning for the moment. He could extinguish them with a breath and a thought, but the whole magic reserves question has him thinking it's best to do things the mundane way where he can.
He does notice the way Tezcatlipoca's gaze dips to the join of his neck and shoulder, in what Matt can't convince himself is pure appreciation. Even if he weren't naked, he'd be feeling a little vulnerable. Still, he smiles gamely, and holds up the towel for Tezca to take when he's ready. ]
[ He laughs, both at the comment and at the sharpness of Matt's surprised. He'd done it to garner a reaction, but it's still funny that Matt reacts so much to it. After, there's a moment where Tezcatlipoca closes his eyes with a content smile, just serenely enjoying the warmth and the smell of the bath for a second more. It's also a moment where he really is beautiful—because his mouth is shut, of course.
But he stretches with a content sigh, then gets out of the tub, clearly not feeling a similar level of vulnerability (but what is a human body that barely feels like his to a god anyways?). He takes the towel, but before he uses it, he steps in to press a kiss to Matt's cheek, and without biting it, even. ]
Thanks for that. It was nice.
[ It's a rare two-for-one of Tezcatlipoca being grateful and nice about it, which is why it doesn't last. He takes a step back to give himself the space to pull the towel up to his head and quickly try to wick out as much of the water as he can. He gives Matt's ankle a playful nudge with his foot as he grins. ]
So, I'm gonna suck your dick as thanks too. [ this is also kind of self-serving, considering the mana transfer that comes with it, but don't worry about that ] Where to, roomie?
[ Matt finds Tezcatlipoca beautiful all the time. But it's rarely a beauty that stands still long enough to allow itself to be appreciated. He's so often in some kinetic pursuit, whether it's the push-pull of conversation or a literal fight. But while he's in repose, Matt admires.
Tezca rises, stepping forward to kiss Matt's cheek. The gesture stops him short. It's as easy to sink into, in its way, as the warm bath has been for Tezca. Matt hums in pleasure, murmuring, ] Anytime.
[ Then Tezcatlipoca pulls back. Matt takes the opportunity to blow out the candles and let the tub drain, and to sort of arrange his various unguents, oils, and beauty products. At the nudge to his ankle--and suck your dick--Matt laughs. ]
My room, [ he decides. He reaches for the gun, unwinding the towel he'd wrapped it in. ] I'll find a place to put this away.
[ He dries off his hair a little more while Matt works on tidying up, then tosses the towel over his shoulders and holds it close like a blanket. He has no problem being nude, but, well. Matt’s house is warm, but Tezcatlipoca just gets cold easily, especially in Highstorm’s cold… ]
Put it away? [ unless, ] Nah, c’mon, bring it with ya. You gotta get comfortable with it.
[ He snickers, because “comfortable” is definitely a loaded (ha) word. But once Matt’s close enough to done, Tezcatlipoca loops his arm with Matt’s and starts to drag him towards his room. ]
C’mon, you can clear up later. You’re probably comin’ back here anyways.
[ Matt laughs, letting Tezca pull him. ] Fair enough.
[ Even holding a loaded firearm (is it loaded? Matt forgets if it's loaded), it's easy to fall into step with Tezca down the hall, to nudge the door to his bedroom open and stagger inside. Matt's room is about the same as when Tezcatlipoca saw it last: bed made, though not terribly neatly; magical clutter on the desk and chair. Bookshelf full of well-tended plants. ]
You want me to get comfortable with this thing right now? [ Matt's eyebrows arch, amused and scandalized in about equal measure. ] Should I give it a name? Should I give it a kiss ...?
[ He lifts the pistol gingerly, slowly, with his fingers wrapped around the barrel rather than going anywhere near the trigger. Still, the molasses trajectory is carrying the pistol towards his mouth. ]
[ Once again, Tezcatlipoca smiles when he enters the room, albeit faintly. He is a bit fond of the setup, though it’s a private sentiment. There’s a lot of little tokens here that fit nicely within his gentler domains (or at least the debatable ones), so it feels… nice. Comfortable.
This is short-lived, naturally. Once Matt is focused on the gun, Tezcatlipoca is too. It’s at least not loaded otherwise Tezcatlipoca might intervene, but as is…? ]
Looks like you wanna do more than give it a kiss, Loverboy.
[ But his tone is solidly appreciative for it. He loves guns, but he also has a thing for them in this arena too, which is admittedly something he’s discovered recently, relatively speaking. So as he guides them towards Matt’s bed, he leans in. The pistol approaches Matt’s mouth, but so does Tezcatlipoca, and his grin is one that makes it seem like he knows there’s two very tempting things to kiss right in front of him. ]
Hey, I get it. Guns are hot. But just a tip? We go do target practice, don’t mention this to Amos. He’d, uh, be pretty pissed, I think.
[ look he already embarrassed himself about guns in from of amos do NOT add this to it, ]
Ain’t nothin’ in the chamber, so. “Kiss” it all you want.
[ Matt's eyebrows climb once more as he backs towards the bed. This time, his expression is halfway between a resigned god, I really give off strong fellatio vibes and more playful I see how it is.
Tezcatlipoca moves closer, and Matt's lashes dip. He smiles as his gaze slides over Tezca's damp hair, the planes of his face, the line of his mouth.
--And he sputters a laugh of surprise at the request not to share this with Amos. Mostly, he's amused imagining when or how he'd bring up gun-related kink in conversation. Still, he throws Tezca a bone by offering as solemn a nod as he can manage. ]
Well, if you're gonna suck me off, [ he says, settling lightly on the edge of the bed, ] it only seems fair to let me have a little something.
[ He pushes himself back to make room for Tezca, sitting with his legs lazily spread. He lifts the gun to his mouth (hey, it wasn't loaded after all!) and after a moment's consideration, lets the muzzle rub along his parted lips. ]
[ Tezcatlipoca laughs first at Matt’s acceptance, and he starts to move between his legs, but as that gun moves… His eyes are sharply on it, and when Matt rubs it along his lips, he makes a heady, pleased noise.
He drags his tongue briefly along the barrel, but it’s just the natural line to meet Matt’s mouth. This is a kiss that’s the more typical one like they’d ended up sharing the first time they met. At least this time it’s not a decision fueled by alcohol, but the fact that it’s just hot seeing Matt mouth at a gun isn’t much better, probably… But he appreciates it, and that’s clear even though he doesn’t stay there long. It’s just enough for both of them to get a little breathless, then he pulls back with a grin as he settles down between Matt’s legs. ]
Ha— Fuck, that’s hot. You keep suckin’ on that and I’m gonna pounce on ya.
[ Maybe he’s joking, but just from the fervor of the kiss, maybe not… But he settles comfortably, spits into his hand, then grabs Matt’s cock. He moves his hand slowly first, more trying to get him harder before he starts to put his mouth to work. ]
You wanna hold my hair outta the way or give me that hair tie back?
[ Tezcatlipoca can, at times, look at Matt with what feels like a predator's gaze. But that's not always a bad thing. Right now, as he moves towards him on the bed with his eyes on the gun (and Matt's mouth, and Matt's mouth on the gun), the appraisal sparks a curl of warmth in his belly. Matt sinks eagerly into the kiss, gratefully--still very careful to keep his fingers back from the trigger.
I've only just begun to suck, he considers saying, as the kiss breaks. But he just grins at Tezca lopsidedly. Breathless.
--That is, until Tezca takes his cock in his hand. That gets Matt's lashes fluttering, a soft groan rising from low in his throat. It barely takes more than the first brush of contact for his cock to start responding; Matt shifts his hips gently, settling into a more comfortable position. ]
Mm ... let's do both. [ Matt extends his scarred wrist, where the hair tie's ended up. ] I wanna touch your hair, but I might wanna concentrate on ...
[ He pauses a moment, smile turning thoughtful as he considers the pistol's weight in his hand. It feels dense. Almost like the light-scarred teacup he picked up in the market, carrying a far-off significance that grants it more mass than the sum of its parts. Matt slips the tip into his mouth, wrapping his lips around it. He lets his cheeks hollow as he sucks.
So much for keeping this thing free from moisture. ]
[ It’s a very fair comparison, honestly. It’s how Tezcatlipoca feels at some visceral level. Unlike a certain other immortal being sucking Matt’s dick, Tezcatlipoca isn’t as perfectly practiced (or as smug about it…), but he’s more passionate. Maybe overly so, but that’s just part of his worldview as a whole. He’s fatalistic at the best of times, so as a result, he enjoys pleasure where he finds it. So, at the moment, that’s stroking Matt’s cock to full hardness while his eyes are very sharply on his mouth.
He mutters out an indistinct curse with a laugh in the tone when Matt really sucks on the barrel like it’s a cock, and it’s a sharp kick of arousal right to his gut. He ends up averting his gaze, just a bit flustered by Matt’s enthusiasm for something that’s admittedly a big turn-on, but mostly? It’d just distract him from jerking the guy off. ]
Yeah, we’ll both keep busy, seems like.
[ Since once Matt’s just hard enough for Tezcatlipoca’s satisfaction, he leans in to take the head of Matt’s cock into his mouth and suck while his hand still moves. It almost feels impatient, but that’s not exactly new. Considering their previous fooling around, he just seems to be someone that goes for a fast, hard fuck. ]
[ Watching Tezca's face is nearly as thrilling as feeling his hand on him. Matt's pleasantly distracted by both, enough that he lets the gun slip from his mouth; his tongue flicks out to toy with the tip, circling it. He catches the curse, of course, the abrupt turn away, and though Matt is hardly the canniest reader of moods, his lips tug up in a crooked grin. He doesn't want Tezcatlipoca to feel uncomfortable in bed with him--not really uncomfortable. But a little flustered? That's honestly adorable, war god or no war god.
Tezca bends down, an arc Matt watches with eager attention. Still, he manages to surprise a moan from him when he wraps his mouth around the head of Matt's cock. Matt's free hand grips Tezca's shoulder, then slides up the side of his neck to pet his hair. The hand holding the gun doesn't move, but Matt's sharply cognizant of it anyway. Of how easy it would be to let his fingers slip, or tense up, and--in some left-of-center timeline with bullets in the chamber--to wake up four days later, clawing his way from the dirt.
It should be an off-putting thought. But right now, with Tezcatlipoca's hand and mouth working him so eagerly, all Matt feels is adrenaline. Pure thrill. He sighs encouragement as Tezca moves, and takes no pains to stop his hips from squirming to meet Tezca's mouth. Matt doesn't prefer passion to finesse, exactly. But passion has a different velocity. It sweeps you up, rather than drawing you in. Matt's happy to let Tezca push him as fast and far as possible.
He does take a moment to tease him, though. Breathy: ]
[ He hums appreciatively at the touch of Matt’s hand, which has the nice double benefit of being affirming and pleasurable considering just where his mouth is. The eagerness is also nice, because with no offense to Daybit, the guy wasn’t exactly reactive. He’d even half-jokingly complained to his master once before to at least say something when he was sucking him off.
…But not this kind of something either.
The teasing hits its mark perfectly, because the way that Tezcatlipoca’s expression had started to relax is all but gone as he sharpens again. He does look up Matt’s way, but the sharp blue is definitely on Matt’s eyes this time instead of the gun. ]
Hwwh?
[ He “says”, mouth still on Matt’s dick, like an idiot… He does consider pulling back completely to say more, but no. There’s not much he can say that won’t embarrass him further, and he knows it. Explaining that a human body had a higher libido than his purely divine one is just something that sounds stupid even in his head. So, no need for justification. Now is the time for revenge (petty), clearly.
So, with his eyes now on Matt’s, he hollows his cheeks as he sucks sharply rather than the smoother buildup he’d started with his tongue. It might even be a little too sharp in its suddenness, but. That’s the kind of fickle he is.
"This what you wanted, fucker?" It’s a sentiment that’s easy to see in his sharp gaze. But despite that, there’s still a little rosiness in his cheeks. ]
[ That's immediate, the sharp suck getting Matt's head falling back. His exclamation, were it plotted out, would land at the perfect center of a Venn diagram depicting arousal, discomfort, and laughter. Revenge, petty, achieved. Matt's gaze snaps back to Tezca's, expression molten and fond under the strain. ]
Oh, [ protesting, as his fingers stroke Tezcatlipoca's hair. It's a gentle touch, a coaxing one. ] Show some mercy ...
[ What Matt really wants to say is something closer to it's okay to be turned on. Except that's a wild thing to assert while everyone's naked and aroused, and particularly when he's the one who needled to begin with. He couldn't help it. Tezcatlipoca's bashfulness was too cute to pass up. It still is, honestly--that hint of pink in his cheeks. Matt sighs heavily.
Ultimately, he doesn't actually know what prompted the flush. The look away. So Matt focuses on what he can be sure of: Tezca's mouth still on him. His gaze, piercing but familiar, the familiarity prompting a hopeless feeling of fondness. Matt strokes Tezca's hair, petting over the shell of his ear. ]
[ Tezcatlipoca is a god made of contradictions, and though this is probably an unexpected way to encounter them, it seems like they can show up at any time. Though to be fair, this isn’t the fun kind, at least for him. It’s a show of how gods themselves were odd beings, since the way they experienced life was simply different. Getting hot and bothered, tenderness, those were all perfectly normal parts of human life. But for him…?
…It’s why it feels (annoyingly!) embarrassing. There’s also part of being a god that’s essentially just trying to be cool in front of your subjects, so. He’s weak to being teased.
But that soft, soothing touch does its work of relaxing Tezcatlipoca again (and prevents him from sucking the soul out of Matt’s body) (not literally). His attention gets gentler as he hums out another pleasantly reverberating note of approval. His hand starts to work again, slow in his pace at stroking the base of Matt’s cock, while his mouth works the top. He swirls his tongue around the head slowly, since he figures that’ll feel better after the sharp suck, but at least this time he doesn’t avert his eyes.
Granted, it’s still an intense look, since Tezcatlipoca might not be capable of anything but that, but it’s not so fiery. It doesn’t take long for him to settle into a comfortable rhythm that alternates between the more dexterous movements of his tongue versus the smoother friction of bobbing his head lower. ]
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He’s relaxed with Matt’s attentions, but as his hands start to move back, there’s just a little bit more tension that creeps in. It's subtle, but it’s not out of any concern so much as another confusing little aspect about Tezcatlipoca rearing its head. Being a god was playing a role, in many respects. So… ]
Hey now, I’m the one that’s supposed to be listening to you. You flippin’ the script on me? [ He’s not the one that gets embraced, and he feels not dissimilarly to how he had in the face of that much more urgent kiss. ] Sheesh… What a pain in the ass.
[ He complains about it, and yet, he does relax again in the almost-embrace. He sets his head on Matt’s shoulder and just closes his eyes for a moment. There’s the answer he wants to give—of course I think about it—but there’s the answer he has to give. It’s just so totally separate from a human understanding that he knows it isn’t fair to them. ]
Maybe it is. Maybe it isn’t. Dunno and wouldn’t want to. [ He raises his head from Matt’s shoulder, but it’s only so he can pull back enough to look at him seriously. ] …What a struggle amounts to just isn’t somethin’ I control.
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He manages a few more passes with the soap before Tezcatlipoca pulls back again. This, too, gives Matt a bit of a pang, though a far less complicated one--just a wish for touch, for the soft satisfaction of feeling someone soothed, relaxed, in your arms. He meets Tezcatlipoca's sober gaze with a frowning, curious look of his own.
Then he nods, smiling faintly. ]
I see. We're supposed to make our own meaning. [ His tone carries the warmth of an inside joke, but like Tezcatlipoca, he's serious. His smile fades into thoughtfulness. ] Well, that works out. I made a promise to myself when I came here that I'd try to resist the lure of easy answers.
And besides, [ as his hands start to move again, ] it wouldn't really be fair to make gods do all the work. We mortals are supposed to meet you halfway.
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I mean… You’re right. But, fuck, don’t expect people to actually just get it.
[ Matt is more spiritual than the average modern guy, sure, but still. He’s surprised that this doesn’t turn into more of an argument, and a frustrating one at that. The disconnect Matt points out really isn’t usually one people understand, especially if they’ve encountered Tezcatlipoca of all gods. Though, granted… Matt has met him at his most laid-back.
He sighs, then reaches up to place his hand on Matt’s head and ruffle his hair fondly… And maybe with a little bit of annoyance. He doesn’t know what to do with you, Matt. ]
Well. All that aside. [ He lowers his hand back to a relaxed position and leans comfortably against Matt again too ] Whoever’s bitin’ ya, just aim for center of mass. Even if your aim ain’t great, no one’s gonna love gettin’ shot there, blood drinker or otherwise.
[ don’t ask how he knows about aim ]
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Better than validation, though--or maybe a different kind of validation--is the way Tezca relaxes against him. Into his arms. Matt hums approval, letting the soap slide gently down Tezcatlipoca's side. Rubbing it over the arch of his hip. At the advice, Matt chuckles, a breathy one that slides into a sigh. ]
Center mass. Gotcha. [ Again, he tries to picture Silco's reaction to being shot. He tries to envision surprise, but all his mind conjures for him is an angry sneer. After everything that's transpired between him and Silco, Matt realizes all he really wants is to shock him, just once.
Anyway. That's neither here nor there. Tezcatlipoca is here: warm, close. Offering what Matt interprets as the best caretaking he can. Matt leans in, smudging a kiss to Tezca's temple. ]
Want me to wash your hair?
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It’s why he laughs at the kiss and he gives Matt’s shoulder a little bite in return. It’s nothing that would pierce the skin, and it’s more akin to a playful nip. It’s an expression of how embarrassingly indulgent this feels, though naturally that’s quite hard for Matt to pick up on… Tezcatlipoca is fickle by others’ standards, but it’s more a reflection of how alien gods could be. ]
You’re gonna rot my fuckin’ teeth out. [ (complimentary) ] Yeah. I’m gonna have to designate you as my official hairdresser at this rate.
[ He reaches down and grabs the bottle from beside where he’d set it by the tub and takes a swig, but it’s with as little movement possible to pull himself away as possible. And, with another laugh, he adds: ]
You wanna fuck after this?
[ he really does just say shit huh
Or. It’s said casually and he means it casually. This is all tender and near-romantic in a way that Tezcatlipoca reflexively recoils from, so he deflects it. It’s not dissimilar to the first time they’d ended up fooling around in Kowloon, since it’s a way for him to avoid sentiment. ]
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Yes.
[ That's warm, fond. If the question was meant to shock Matt from his tender mode, it doesn't seem to have done that, but at least he doesn't pepper Tezcatlipoca with any more little kisses. (For now.) Instead, he takes down Tezcatlipoca's hair, slipping the tie around his wrist. And reaches for the conditioner he'd prepared with rose oil.
It's a pleasant little while that follows, in Matt's estimation. Meditative. He still wishes there were less blood in the water, but you know, in life there's usually that one little factor that's less than ideal. Instead, he focuses on the texture of Tezcatlipoca's hair as his fingers card through, the pleasure of repeating the gesture over and over. He works the conditioner in deliberately, starting at the ends and moving up, up. His fingertips rub small circles into Tezca's scalp, nails grazing here and there.
And, after a time: ]
Mmkay. [ Matt shifts forward, tipping his head towards Tezca's ear. ] You can rinse.
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It may not stop the tenderness, but Tezcatlipoca is at least more receptive to having his hair washed than kisses that feel a little too fond. He makes a pleased noise as Matt gets started, and another little sigh of satisfaction once his hands move up to his scalp. ]
Oh, yeah. You’re gettin’ that title.
[ So, it is indeed a pleasant little while for Tezcatlipoca too. He’s at least not the kind of person that won’t indulge in some relaxation. It’s just more that he doesn’t tend to seek it out. His idea of fun tends to be a little rowdier, as Matt has seen, so these quieter moments don’t come to him often.
He’s thinking about just what that title would even look like when Matt moves again, since it feels like it should be half serious and half a joke. But Matt’s voice in his ear practically banishes the thought. The proximity combined with everything else makes it feel intimate, so the sound of Matt’s voice is, well, hot. ]
First time I’ve heard those words as somethin’ flirty.
[ But he pulls away from Matt so he can move to do just that. He dips his head in the water and combs his fingers through, then lifts his head but keeps it close to the water to work out most of it with his hair still submerged. ]
You’re doin’ good on your magic reserves today, yeah? [ He laughs ] Don’t actually wanna suck you dry.
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I've never had to think about it like that, [ he says, almost protesting. Which isn't strictly true, but it feels that way. Certainly, marathon spellcasting was a rare and ritual endeavor before he arrived here, one whose schedule was set by him. He didn't need to worry about getting caught at a low ebb. Matt shakes his head. ] I think I'm good, though. Haven't cast much today.
[ While Tezcatlipoca rinses out his hair, Matt reaches for his top button. As a matter of privacy, he favors long sleeves and high collars these days, and tends to button his shirts to the throat. It feels a bit constricting, but he doesn't have to keep that part up for long. Just until D's bite finishes healing. ]
I'm a little disappointed you've seen me naked before, actually, [ Matt muses, as he flicks open that first button. Then a second. ] It won't be much of a reveal.
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Ain’t your fault, at least. Part of bein’ a Servant is just bein’ a sponge for magical energy, so that’s just the way it goes. [ A pause, and then: ] Well, unless I’m doin’ all the fuckin' I guess, but I wasn’t plannin’ on bein’ that selfish.
[ Like, Matt’s been pampering him? It feels like the least he can do to return the favor somewhat, even if it’s just sucking Matt's dick. He does also watch as Matt unbuttons his shirt with a smile that’s a little mischievous, and it turns into a full-on grin. ]
Hey now, this is a big improvement. You ain’t covered in dirt this time, so I can see what’s goin’ on better. [ He’s half teasing, but also… No, really, though. ] Ain’t like this was a particularly grand reveal for me, so we’re even.
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He smiles at Tezca as he flicks open buttons, letting his shirt slip from his shoulders. ]
I like getting fucked, [ he notes, warm and amused. ] If it's by the right person.
[ Not to put too fine a point on it, but most people can meet his standards with a bit of effort. Or with a sufficiently aesthetic lack of effort. ]
I like a lot of things, [ Matt adds, as he rises from the stool to undo his trousers. Pushes them down along with his underwear, revealing ungrandly: his Shard, the emerald lotus over his heart; the Hanuman tattoo curling around his right hip; chickeny calves and a surprisingly good butt; and, when he turns to fetch Tezcatlipoca a towel, the serious-looking tattoo over his left shoulder blade. Interlocking black and gray lines, severe letters in Aramaic, Latin, Greek. ]
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—Hope that’s an implication that I’m the right person, then. You might hurt my feelings if it’s the opposite.
[ …He’ll ask about it later, he decides. Maybe some pillowtalk would relax him some, he figures. Plus. When he’s actively stripping, that conversation would definitely ruin the casual vibe. So, he doubles down instead, since with a grin, he reaches out to give Matt’s surprisingly good butt as much of a smack as he can manage from his awkward position when he turns around. ]
Appreciate the view either way, though.
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It'd be rude to say if you weren't, [ he notes, still grinning. Matt takes inventory of the bathroom, deciding to leave the candles burning for the moment. He could extinguish them with a breath and a thought, but the whole magic reserves question has him thinking it's best to do things the mundane way where he can.
He does notice the way Tezcatlipoca's gaze dips to the join of his neck and shoulder, in what Matt can't convince himself is pure appreciation. Even if he weren't naked, he'd be feeling a little vulnerable. Still, he smiles gamely, and holds up the towel for Tezca to take when he's ready. ]
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[ He laughs, both at the comment and at the sharpness of Matt's surprised. He'd done it to garner a reaction, but it's still funny that Matt reacts so much to it. After, there's a moment where Tezcatlipoca closes his eyes with a content smile, just serenely enjoying the warmth and the smell of the bath for a second more. It's also a moment where he really is beautiful—because his mouth is shut, of course.
But he stretches with a content sigh, then gets out of the tub, clearly not feeling a similar level of vulnerability (but what is a human body that barely feels like his to a god anyways?). He takes the towel, but before he uses it, he steps in to press a kiss to Matt's cheek, and without biting it, even. ]
Thanks for that. It was nice.
[ It's a rare two-for-one of Tezcatlipoca being grateful and nice about it, which is why it doesn't last. He takes a step back to give himself the space to pull the towel up to his head and quickly try to wick out as much of the water as he can. He gives Matt's ankle a playful nudge with his foot as he grins. ]
So, I'm gonna suck your dick as thanks too. [ this is also kind of self-serving, considering the mana transfer that comes with it, but don't worry about that ] Where to, roomie?
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Tezca rises, stepping forward to kiss Matt's cheek. The gesture stops him short. It's as easy to sink into, in its way, as the warm bath has been for Tezca. Matt hums in pleasure, murmuring, ] Anytime.
[ Then Tezcatlipoca pulls back. Matt takes the opportunity to blow out the candles and let the tub drain, and to sort of arrange his various unguents, oils, and beauty products. At the nudge to his ankle--and suck your dick--Matt laughs. ]
My room, [ he decides. He reaches for the gun, unwinding the towel he'd wrapped it in. ] I'll find a place to put this away.
[ Unless ...?
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Unless ......? ]
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Put it away? [ unless, ] Nah, c’mon, bring it with ya. You gotta get comfortable with it.
[ He snickers, because “comfortable” is definitely a loaded (ha) word. But once Matt’s close enough to done, Tezcatlipoca loops his arm with Matt’s and starts to drag him towards his room. ]
C’mon, you can clear up later. You’re probably comin’ back here anyways.
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[ Even holding a loaded firearm (is it loaded? Matt forgets if it's loaded), it's easy to fall into step with Tezca down the hall, to nudge the door to his bedroom open and stagger inside. Matt's room is about the same as when Tezcatlipoca saw it last: bed made, though not terribly neatly; magical clutter on the desk and chair. Bookshelf full of well-tended plants. ]
You want me to get comfortable with this thing right now? [ Matt's eyebrows arch, amused and scandalized in about equal measure. ] Should I give it a name? Should I give it a kiss ...?
[ He lifts the pistol gingerly, slowly, with his fingers wrapped around the barrel rather than going anywhere near the trigger. Still, the molasses trajectory is carrying the pistol towards his mouth. ]
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[ Once again, Tezcatlipoca smiles when he enters the room, albeit faintly. He is a bit fond of the setup, though it’s a private sentiment. There’s a lot of little tokens here that fit nicely within his gentler domains (or at least the debatable ones), so it feels… nice. Comfortable.
This is short-lived, naturally. Once Matt is focused on the gun, Tezcatlipoca is too. It’s at least not loaded otherwise Tezcatlipoca might intervene, but as is…? ]
Looks like you wanna do more than give it a kiss, Loverboy.
[ But his tone is solidly appreciative for it. He loves guns, but he also has a thing for them in this arena too, which is admittedly something he’s discovered recently, relatively speaking. So as he guides them towards Matt’s bed, he leans in. The pistol approaches Matt’s mouth, but so does Tezcatlipoca, and his grin is one that makes it seem like he knows there’s two very tempting things to kiss right in front of him. ]
Hey, I get it. Guns are hot. But just a tip? We go do target practice, don’t mention this to Amos. He’d, uh, be pretty pissed, I think.
[ look he already embarrassed himself about guns in from of amos do NOT add this to it, ]
Ain’t nothin’ in the chamber, so. “Kiss” it all you want.
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Tezcatlipoca moves closer, and Matt's lashes dip. He smiles as his gaze slides over Tezca's damp hair, the planes of his face, the line of his mouth.
--And he sputters a laugh of surprise at the request not to share this with Amos. Mostly, he's amused imagining when or how he'd bring up gun-related kink in conversation. Still, he throws Tezca a bone by offering as solemn a nod as he can manage. ]
Well, if you're gonna suck me off, [ he says, settling lightly on the edge of the bed, ] it only seems fair to let me have a little something.
[ He pushes himself back to make room for Tezca, sitting with his legs lazily spread. He lifts the gun to his mouth (hey, it wasn't loaded after all!) and after a moment's consideration, lets the muzzle rub along his parted lips. ]
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He drags his tongue briefly along the barrel, but it’s just the natural line to meet Matt’s mouth. This is a kiss that’s the more typical one like they’d ended up sharing the first time they met. At least this time it’s not a decision fueled by alcohol, but the fact that it’s just hot seeing Matt mouth at a gun isn’t much better, probably… But he appreciates it, and that’s clear even though he doesn’t stay there long. It’s just enough for both of them to get a little breathless, then he pulls back with a grin as he settles down between Matt’s legs. ]
Ha— Fuck, that’s hot. You keep suckin’ on that and I’m gonna pounce on ya.
[ Maybe he’s joking, but just from the fervor of the kiss, maybe not… But he settles comfortably, spits into his hand, then grabs Matt’s cock. He moves his hand slowly first, more trying to get him harder before he starts to put his mouth to work. ]
You wanna hold my hair outta the way or give me that hair tie back?
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I've only just begun to suck, he considers saying, as the kiss breaks. But he just grins at Tezca lopsidedly. Breathless.
--That is, until Tezca takes his cock in his hand. That gets Matt's lashes fluttering, a soft groan rising from low in his throat. It barely takes more than the first brush of contact for his cock to start responding; Matt shifts his hips gently, settling into a more comfortable position. ]
Mm ... let's do both. [ Matt extends his scarred wrist, where the hair tie's ended up. ] I wanna touch your hair, but I might wanna concentrate on ...
[ He pauses a moment, smile turning thoughtful as he considers the pistol's weight in his hand. It feels dense. Almost like the light-scarred teacup he picked up in the market, carrying a far-off significance that grants it more mass than the sum of its parts. Matt slips the tip into his mouth, wrapping his lips around it. He lets his cheeks hollow as he sucks.
So much for keeping this thing free from moisture. ]
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He mutters out an indistinct curse with a laugh in the tone when Matt really sucks on the barrel like it’s a cock, and it’s a sharp kick of arousal right to his gut. He ends up averting his gaze, just a bit flustered by Matt’s enthusiasm for something that’s admittedly a big turn-on, but mostly? It’d just distract him from jerking the guy off. ]
Yeah, we’ll both keep busy, seems like.
[ Since once Matt’s just hard enough for Tezcatlipoca’s satisfaction, he leans in to take the head of Matt’s cock into his mouth and suck while his hand still moves. It almost feels impatient, but that’s not exactly new. Considering their previous fooling around, he just seems to be someone that goes for a fast, hard fuck. ]
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Tezca bends down, an arc Matt watches with eager attention. Still, he manages to surprise a moan from him when he wraps his mouth around the head of Matt's cock. Matt's free hand grips Tezca's shoulder, then slides up the side of his neck to pet his hair. The hand holding the gun doesn't move, but Matt's sharply cognizant of it anyway. Of how easy it would be to let his fingers slip, or tense up, and--in some left-of-center timeline with bullets in the chamber--to wake up four days later, clawing his way from the dirt.
It should be an off-putting thought. But right now, with Tezcatlipoca's hand and mouth working him so eagerly, all Matt feels is adrenaline. Pure thrill. He sighs encouragement as Tezca moves, and takes no pains to stop his hips from squirming to meet Tezca's mouth. Matt doesn't prefer passion to finesse, exactly. But passion has a different velocity. It sweeps you up, rather than drawing you in. Matt's happy to let Tezca push him as fast and far as possible.
He does take a moment to tease him, though. Breathy: ]
You don't wanna look at me?
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…But not this kind of something either.
The teasing hits its mark perfectly, because the way that Tezcatlipoca’s expression had started to relax is all but gone as he sharpens again. He does look up Matt’s way, but the sharp blue is definitely on Matt’s eyes this time instead of the gun. ]
Hwwh?
[ He “says”, mouth still on Matt’s dick, like an idiot… He does consider pulling back completely to say more, but no. There’s not much he can say that won’t embarrass him further, and he knows it. Explaining that a human body had a higher libido than his purely divine one is just something that sounds stupid even in his head. So, no need for justification. Now is the time for revenge (petty), clearly.
So, with his eyes now on Matt’s, he hollows his cheeks as he sucks sharply rather than the smoother buildup he’d started with his tongue. It might even be a little too sharp in its suddenness, but. That’s the kind of fickle he is.
"This what you wanted, fucker?" It’s a sentiment that’s easy to see in his sharp gaze. But despite that, there’s still a little rosiness in his cheeks. ]
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[ That's immediate, the sharp suck getting Matt's head falling back. His exclamation, were it plotted out, would land at the perfect center of a Venn diagram depicting arousal, discomfort, and laughter. Revenge, petty, achieved. Matt's gaze snaps back to Tezca's, expression molten and fond under the strain. ]
Oh, [ protesting, as his fingers stroke Tezcatlipoca's hair. It's a gentle touch, a coaxing one. ] Show some mercy ...
[ What Matt really wants to say is something closer to it's okay to be turned on. Except that's a wild thing to assert while everyone's naked and aroused, and particularly when he's the one who needled to begin with. He couldn't help it. Tezcatlipoca's bashfulness was too cute to pass up. It still is, honestly--that hint of pink in his cheeks. Matt sighs heavily.
Ultimately, he doesn't actually know what prompted the flush. The look away. So Matt focuses on what he can be sure of: Tezca's mouth still on him. His gaze, piercing but familiar, the familiarity prompting a hopeless feeling of fondness. Matt strokes Tezca's hair, petting over the shell of his ear. ]
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…It’s why it feels (annoyingly!) embarrassing. There’s also part of being a god that’s essentially just trying to be cool in front of your subjects, so. He’s weak to being teased.
But that soft, soothing touch does its work of relaxing Tezcatlipoca again (and prevents him from sucking the soul out of Matt’s body) (not literally). His attention gets gentler as he hums out another pleasantly reverberating note of approval. His hand starts to work again, slow in his pace at stroking the base of Matt’s cock, while his mouth works the top. He swirls his tongue around the head slowly, since he figures that’ll feel better after the sharp suck, but at least this time he doesn’t avert his eyes.
Granted, it’s still an intense look, since Tezcatlipoca might not be capable of anything but that, but it’s not so fiery. It doesn’t take long for him to settle into a comfortable rhythm that alternates between the more dexterous movements of his tongue versus the smoother friction of bobbing his head lower. ]
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