[ PERMANENT. ] a (k)atch-all log for kenos

[dawnlord]

WHO: Set ( redsoil ), Bondrewd ( dawnlord ), Drizzt ( twohand ), et. al
WHAT: i actually can't stand month-by-month logs so i'm gonna crush my boys into one perma-log for anything outside of events
WHERE & WHEN: Listed in comment headers, or under the cut.
WARNINGS: General warnings for violence, vulgarity and unethical science. Will update/comment with warnings!


I struggle so hard w/ month-by-month logs, so y'all have to deal with my weird organization...

— [MARCH | SET] GOT NO SHAME, GOT NO PRIDE

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[redsoil]

[ Not ever? What about when they lead Meridian to victory, and he delivers his promises to those who have received them? What about when he returns to Egypt, and has to know those who share a world with him ( even a potential world — ) are so far beyond his reach. In time and space, both. What if they aren't part of his world at all, and return to their own? He will be alone, then. Even if he is not, for a time.

His hands hook into the ends of her hair, drop low to the warm skin of her waist as he is brought up, to look into her eyes. The weight of her words is unmistakable; a warm thing, but something with the bearing and audacity of a god, and his own instincts cannot deny such an oath. Just because her conviction is spent on him, does not mean he can ignore it any less than Cassian pledging to protect him ( protect? him? what the hell does that even mean! ) or Hayame taking him by the hand to urge him to be better.

He cannot ignore the convictions of those who oppose him, so why is it such a struggle, when that conviction is focused upon him? He feels — difficult, and lethargic. In his throat, a stone-like weight bobs as he swallows coldness down into the root of his ribs and his hands tremble against her. What does one say, when a fellow god pledges something so simple but so deep to another? What can he say, when protest dries up in his mouth and he can do nothing but push his face through the firm hold she has upon it and find the line of her shoulder, hands rising, arms sliding around her to feel the powerful muscle of her back.

Unmistakably, his brother's poison lingers. A curse rooted so deeply within him, powerful because it was made from him and designed to act as shackle and collar. The leash was never attached, though. But, it was there. Waiting. Yet, in Kenos — for as long as possible, he is free from the threat. The potential is there, but at the very least? Quetzalcoatl is at his side. ( Horus, was once at his side. He doesn't know why he keeps thinking of his nephew, either. ) ]

— okay. Okay, I hear you, Quetzalcoatl. I believe you.

[ While tenuous, and fleeting, he accepts her conviction. ]

[muchalucha]

[ It’s easy to push through her hold, because it was only meant to draw his attention up for the sincerity of the moment. She embraces Set again, and it’s as easy as if they were truly siblings. Though considering both of their siblings, maybe that’s why it’s easy. They’re two gods of different lands and different fates, so the world itself couldn’t put them at odds. ]

Good.

[ It’s her simple response first with just a little tone of the teasing, chiding big sister—it’s a ”you had better”, though the threat behind it is still ultimately a playful one. The only consequence he could possibly face at her hands would be a lecture or maybe having a lucha move practiced on him. Her love is simple, but warm and vast.

…Though, it’s not like she doesn’t share the thoughts that go through Set’s mind. It’s a promise she can’t possibly keep, not in the sheer expanse that is their lives. Even if they see Meridian’s dream realized, even in the slight chance that maybe they were from the same world… The Quetzalcoatl that Set is meeting is the Heroic Spirit, not the God. Her spirit will return to the Throne, and she can only hope that her more divine self might peek into the experiences of the smaller one and take what she’s learned.

Still. She might not be able to keep the promise truly forever, but as long as she’s here, she’ll hold that promise close. She’ll be as reliable and steadfast as the sun, so that maybe when the time comes that they have to part ways standing on his own might not be so intimidating. Maybe he can look and consider that even if his hands were bound by maat, the hands of those reaching out to him first might not be.

So, gently, she leans her head against his to rest it there. ]

Just like the sun always looks over the desert, I’ll look after you, Set.