I was trying to get a better look at those patterns under your skin, but what you said makes me angry. In a place like this shouldn't you be selfish? No one is going to reward you for acts of heroism or selfless sacrifice. In a place like this you have to worry about what's best for you, because no one else will.

[Sure, such acts of selfishness are taken to far. Sure, Rin is helplessly drawn to aforementioned stupid acts of selflessness. However she hates seeing people toil over something and get nothing, or get some cheap reward, in return.]