[It's so foolish, it's so godsdamned foolish that Hayame doesn't even know what to say, that she can't even call him a fool. He'll find a way? He'll come to her world with an army and save all of the jinba orphans she had doomed with her inability to trust and believe in a future without the shackles she had always known? He l-
It's too much. It's been too much, and now it's whatever more than too much is. Finally, Hayame uses her own hands to angrily wipe at the tears on her face, feeling like some sort of snot-nosed filly that hadn't yet learned crying was weakness and a path to the flensing post, accidentally disturbing the patch over her left eye and providing a brief, brief glimpse of a clean, dark hole surrounded by perfectly intact lids where an eye had been before a demon had ripped it from her head.]
Stop...
[He said it was wrong, but that was only because he didn't know-]
It's not wrong because it's all my fault in the first place-
[She's the one who send her brother back to their master with the location of that hidden village. She's the one who didn't say a thing even as she grew to think that maybe, just maybe she could live a different way, she could be free, she could have a life there. But she couldn't believe it, she couldn't... She's-]
It's what I deserve-
[And he'd only said those things to her because he didn't know.]
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It's too much. It's been too much, and now it's whatever more than too much is. Finally, Hayame uses her own hands to angrily wipe at the tears on her face, feeling like some sort of snot-nosed filly that hadn't yet learned crying was weakness and a path to the flensing post, accidentally disturbing the patch over her left eye and providing a brief, brief glimpse of a clean, dark hole surrounded by perfectly intact lids where an eye had been before a demon had ripped it from her head.]
Stop...
[He said it was wrong, but that was only because he didn't know-]
It's not wrong because it's all my fault in the first place-
[She's the one who send her brother back to their master with the location of that hidden village. She's the one who didn't say a thing even as she grew to think that maybe, just maybe she could live a different way, she could be free, she could have a life there. But she couldn't believe it, she couldn't... She's-]
It's what I deserve-
[And he'd only said those things to her because he didn't know.]