[oh thank the archons she has experience with it (be gentle rosaria it's his first time). he wants this zenith influence out as soon and as efficiently as possible and not fucking up is key to doing just that. side effects be damned he is tired of feeling this way and seeing those awful memories playing over and over in his mind.
her question makes him pause in his eagerness to get started, the questions catching him off guard but understanding why it was asked. there's not much he wishes to hide, especially at this point when mondstadt allegedly lays in ashes, but--]
What drove Kaeya and I apart... for his sake, I would like to keep that private if possible. Unless you already know, of course.
[considering the whacky ways in which this place displays their worst moments for others to observe, he wouldn't be surprised if she already did. he's not ashamed of his actions that night - he's already owned up to it to kaeya and he'll own up to it to anyone that knows - but kaeya may not want anyone else to know.]
Other than that, though, I don't care. [a little snort. considering who barbatos actually is, he would have given her that power just for fun. and drunkenly.] Is seeing into my memories one of the side effects you mentioned?
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be gentle rosaria it's his first time). he wants this zenith influence out as soon and as efficiently as possible and not fucking up is key to doing just that. side effects be damned he is tired of feeling this way and seeing those awful memories playing over and over in his mind.her question makes him pause in his eagerness to get started, the questions catching him off guard but understanding why it was asked. there's not much he wishes to hide, especially at this point when mondstadt allegedly lays in ashes, but--]
What drove Kaeya and I apart... for his sake, I would like to keep that private if possible. Unless you already know, of course.
[considering the whacky ways in which this place displays their worst moments for others to observe, he wouldn't be surprised if she already did. he's not ashamed of his actions that night - he's already owned up to it to kaeya and he'll own up to it to anyone that knows - but kaeya may not want anyone else to know.]
Other than that, though, I don't care. [a little snort. considering who barbatos actually is, he would have given her that power just for fun. and drunkenly.] Is seeing into my memories one of the side effects you mentioned?