[ he was just there himself, after all. it was painful to be plunged repeatedly into his worst memories. reliving the end. every memorial for a fallen friend he couldn't bring back again. revisiting the betrayals that are still so recent that he recalls every detail with perfect clarity.
but now he is a calm presence in Communion, but one that simultaneously manages to feel mildly oppressive. he isn't as careful about masking what he is anymore, and the strangeness of being in close proximity to his inhuman soul melange is palpable. Zenith resonates well with him; it had always suited him in many ways, but he couldn't overcome his objections to ever truly consider it (see: yima). but he is a god of necromancy who draws the most power from the act of dying itself; it's no wonder that once the balance had shifted, he'd managed to get swept up so completely. ]
You want to choose, but you keep getting in your own way, isn't that right?
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[ he was just there himself, after all. it was painful to be plunged repeatedly into his worst memories. reliving the end. every memorial for a fallen friend he couldn't bring back again. revisiting the betrayals that are still so recent that he recalls every detail with perfect clarity.
but now he is a calm presence in Communion, but one that simultaneously manages to feel mildly oppressive. he isn't as careful about masking what he is anymore, and the strangeness of being in close proximity to his inhuman soul melange is palpable. Zenith resonates well with him; it had always suited him in many ways, but he couldn't overcome his objections to ever truly consider it (see: yima). but he is a god of necromancy who draws the most power from the act of dying itself; it's no wonder that once the balance had shifted, he'd managed to get swept up so completely. ]
You want to choose, but you keep getting in your own way, isn't that right?