[ There's a slight huff of laughter at that. For someone who gets lost in his own head more often than not, the lack of being able to recall exactly how a long departed friend looked or sounded like would be a much more troubling experience. The vividness of long-lost memories here is something precious and might be one of his favorite aspects of Kenos, confusing at it can make nearly every experience. ]

Losing my mind would sound very differently, I assure you.

[ One hand clutches the armrest of the bench before he fully sags into it, decorum demanding that he at least attempt to keep somewhat good posture. This attempt fails shortly thereafter as he is once again leaning against Rosaria - shoulder to shoulder this time. ]

I believe so, though you will have to clarify what you mean by access. In this case, do you mean expose?