[ Even if he realizes he's in trouble, Kaeya remains as frustratingly calm as ever. He sighs. ]
Is it a secret when I really have no idea which way I'm supposed to go?
[ Both Zenith and Meridian have pros and cons, things he has weighed and many other things he has yet to consider. It hasn't been enough time, he thinks, to figure out which side he will lend his strength to. A decision such as this is too important to make half-heartedly, especially when the fate of those important to him hinges on it. ]
Perhaps you can make this easier on me. What should I choose? Granted, you won't be deciding just for myself— but also for many others who are relying on me to make the right choice.
[ Being this honest isn't something he usually does, but it says a lot about how stressed he is over this. Is Jinx even talking about this?? Who knows at this point. ]
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Is it a secret when I really have no idea which way I'm supposed to go?
[ Both Zenith and Meridian have pros and cons, things he has weighed and many other things he has yet to consider. It hasn't been enough time, he thinks, to figure out which side he will lend his strength to. A decision such as this is too important to make half-heartedly, especially when the fate of those important to him hinges on it. ]
Perhaps you can make this easier on me. What should I choose? Granted, you won't be deciding just for myself— but also for many others who are relying on me to make the right choice.
[ Being this honest isn't something he usually does, but it says a lot about how stressed he is over this. Is Jinx even talking about this?? Who knows at this point. ]